Sunshine To My Darkness

Chapter28

Nandini's pov

Disappointment what I felt at that moment. I was so shocked to even react. I mean I didn't expected this. I thought every thing is normal but I was so wrong. It's like somebody poured a bucket of cold water on me.

Whenever I try to trust manik again then he do something which breaks me completely. Every time I am shattered after a brutal blow. It's like everything was surreal and now I have been pushed into reality.

It's 9pm right now and I am sitting in my cabin doing nothing. Manik called me a few times but I didn't received them.

My entire day went in me being lost in my thoughts. I finally found the strength to go and face him. I reached in no time and rang the bell. The door opened and I saw manik panicked and his eyes reflected worry.

"Nandini where were you? It's so late. I tried to call you but you didn't picked up." He said and holded me by my shoulders.

I jerked his hands and he looked at me confused.

"Why did you that?" I asked in a low voice.

"What?" He asked in confusion.

"Manik you made me come here. You recommended me." I said.

He finally realised what I'm saying.

"I didn't wanted you to know like that. I thought it's not necessary to tell you but I was wrong." Manik said with a sigh.

Who even gave him a right to decide what's right for me?

"Nandini listen I just wanted you to be here with me that's it." He said trying to convince me. But I was too blinded by my anger, hurt and so many emotions all together.

"What do you think of yourself manik?" I shouted.
"I thought I have been transferred here because I am capable and good at what I am doing and impressed people with my work but no people fed me lies because you asked them to." I said pointing my finger at him.

"Going to a different line was hard for me. I was even confused if I should do medicine but my doubts went away when I was told my internship has been finished and I am going to another place because I'm better than others but no I got here because of your bloody money and power." I shouted. Tears started blinding my vision.

"Nandini listen you are taking it all wrong. It's just that I met you after so many years and I didn't wanted any distance between us." He said trying to get a hold of me but I was too angry to listen anything.

"Yes manik it's all about you it's been always about you. You left me because you decided that what is right and what is wrong for me. Then you wanted me back. You were the one who left me again and now you are the one who took decisions for me. What could have happened if you would have asked me manik? But no you are so bloody selfish who always think about himself." I shouted so loud that my voice started ringing in my ears and tears cascading my eyes.

A wave of hurt flashed in his eyes but I was too angry to even care.

"Trust me nandini I didn't intended to hurt you and I thought if we could be together then maybe we can sort our remaining differences." He merely whispered. His eyes casting so much of pain and hurt. But I didn't care at that moment.

"Oh, please manik save it. You know because of your selfishness I left my best friend in London without thinking twice. You know how hurt she was after knowing I'm leaving but she never said anything to me because she knew I have given an opportunity for my carrier. Navya was always been there for me no matter what and because of you I left her all alone." I said fiercely and manik he was just looking at me.

So many unspoken things he have to say but kept his mouth shut.

"I can't even stand you manik malhotra." I said with so much of hatred.
Something snapped at him and he looked at me all angry.
In two strides he was standing in front of me. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me to his chest.
I flinched at his hard hold on my shoulders.

"Nandini Murthy enough of your allegations. I am not here to listen your meaningless accusations on me. From my point of view I didn't do anything wrong." He shouted with his hands still on my shoulders with such a tight grasp.

With full force I pushed him.

"Right you didn't do anything but in my opinion you lied to me. You make me feel like I am nothing but a toy whom you can play with whenever you like. Mann kara chhod diya, mann kara bula liya. You have been always like this. That's why I ran away to London so that I can't see your face and be a part of your meaningless games. After all your efforts I thought I can get back with you but no you are so full of yourself that you can't even see if the other person is hurting or not. It's all about your convenience and comfort."

"Shut the fuck up nandini. Shut up before I do anything which I will regret later." He said with so much of rage that I even got scared for a moment.

He grabbed me from my waist and pulled me with such a strong force.

"You know why I did this?" His face so near me that I can feel his breath on my face. I nodded in a no.

"Because I fucking love you." He shouted in my ears and left with a jerk that I stumbled backwards.

"Did you here that? Yes I am so bloody selfish because I. Love. You.

I used my money and power so that I could be with you. At least I did some efforts for us unlike you who only knows how to judge people without properly knowing anything. I don't sit and cry unlike you. I don't run away from my problems. I do some efforts so our relation works but no you have to accuse me.

You said I am selfish but no it's you who is selfish because right now you are just thinking about yourself. You have never cared about my feelings of what I think so you are the one who's full of herself. So don't you dare say a word now." He said dangerously and his tone dripping from anger.

My tears weren't stopping. He faced
his back to me. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"I can't do this this anymore." I whispered and opened the door to leave. He didn't even looked back.
And this time he didn't stopped me.

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