Chapter 1

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Brendon's Pov

Hi! My names Brendon Boyd Urie, I love singing, making music, and music in general. My best friends are Spencer, Sarah, Pete, and Josh. I have a HUGE crush on Ryan Ross! He's just so amazing! His hair, his voice, his eyeliner, words can't even explain how perfect he is! But one problem is he has a girlfriend. I don't like her, her name is Maria Jackson. Miss Jackson is nasty. I think she's cheating on him with another person on the football team. Also Ryan is the captain of the football team so he's pretty popular but he doesn't act like it, that's another thing I like about him, he's also good friends with Pete because he's also on the team.But enough about that I have to walk to the Hell hole called School.

The walk to school was always calming to me I liked to listen to music on the way there, it always clears my thoughts, and sometimes I fantasize about Ryan and I together. A tap on my shoulder interrupted me from my thoughts, I took out my earbuds and looked up to see Sarah standing in front of me smiling and giggling and josh was next to me still tapping my shoulder with all our friends surrounding us. I smiled at them and looking at all my friends, and they were all looking at me and it made me a little uncomfortable.

"What?" I asked laughing a little.

"Were you fantasizing about Ryan agin?" Pete questioned smirking.

"What no!" I responded vary fast and I could feel my face heat up.

"Have you even talked to the boy?" Josh asked.

"Yeah one time he asked me if I had a pencil and I said that I did and I gave him one and he thanked me." I pointed out.

"And when was that?" Pete questioned.

"Sophomore year." I said with my head hanging.

" You know I'm friends with him I could always introduce you to him..." Pete told me.

I smiled at him but it quickly turned into a frown because I thought what if he didn't like me or he thought I was weird and creepy or something.

"What's wrong Bren?" Sarah asked concerned.

" well....,what if .. h-he doesn't like me..?" I said sadly.

" Brendon I'm sure he'll like you, you always lighten up a room when walking in, you put others before yourself, and never hurt someone intentionally. Your a great person Bren and if he can't see that then fuck him you don't need him." Spencer said making me feel better.

"Thank you Spence." I smiled at him and he nodded as if saying a "your welcome".

"Ok after school today stay for my Football practice and I'll introduce all you guys to him and then I'll take you somewhere to go and eat ok?"

"Ok." I responded sounding a little unsure.

Then the bell rung signifying that school was starting. So we all pared ways and went to class. Soon I was to be talking to my crush since Freshman year.

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Ok so Brendon has liked Ryan since freshman year when Ryan moved there, now they're seniors. Also this Ryan is when he would do sick designs with eyeliner. Also sorry the chapter is short.
- Abby

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