Feeling: unwanted

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by bangz_ontheedge
by bangz_ontheedge
                                    
                                              

                          I got caught in between
                          Though I could still feel the pain

                          The wound is there
                          And all I could do is fight the urge to stare.
                          On your eyes, I could see
                          Disappointment, yes, it is real
                          Boiling point is rising
                          But it goes away when you are trying.
                          To wipe my tears, with your smile
                          I haven't laughed all this while
                          Sadness is visible in my eyes
                          These tears, I can't deny.
                          The reason is YOU
                          Making my colorful world into blue
                          I thought that it was you
                          But i realized it was ME.
                          That's fighting the urge to let this go
                          'Cause it was not enough to let you know
                          Broken vows was all written 
                          On that blank space, can't be forgiven.
                          Angry, Sad, Happiness 
                          What are those suppose to mean?
                          When all the reason of it was just one
                          And now, it was gone.
                          I'm fighting these feelings
                          To let you know what is real
                          I was hoping you would somehow feel
                          Though, even if you know, it's not a BIG deal.