I walked down the hall, alone, like usual. I knew everyone was staring. I looked around to see Mally waiting for me by my locker.
"Hey," he smiled. "What took you so long?"
"Nothing, I just woke up a little late." I changed out my books for first class.
He walked me to my first class, the way he always does. I could hear all the whispers, the way i always do. I always try to ignore them, but it's hard when Mally hears them.
"What'd you say?" he asks.
"What?" the boy says.
"You have quiet a-" i pulled at his arm.
I could see that this would go South real fast. "Please, we're gonna be late." he looks at me before nodding and opening the door to the class room for me.
***
It wasnt always like this... my life i mean.
It started three months ago, when i first started at Hollow High. I weighed about 145 or 200 pounds. I was sort of big, but not that big.I wasnt the most popular girl or the prettiest, but i was happy, at leas until i met Zarria Mathews.
She came a few months after i started. She was this beautiful girl; perfect in every way. She started talking to me one day in gym. She asked me why i didnt care about my appearence.
"I mean you're wearing sweats, a hoodie, and you could probably eat me. Why dont you care about the way you look?" her words echo in my head almost every day.
