Chap. 1

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"Mmmm sissss!!!!" I hear my brother groan as he kicks me out of the bed, "wake up scarrrr!!!!" He screams at me while moving around tiredly on the bed. "Im awake....god" i mumble. Me and my brother Gabe both jump to the sound of beating on our door. "Kids come on its time to go. Well miss our flight!" We hear dad say as he walks away. Its 2:38 in the morning and were moving to ohio.....its about a 12 hour drive from here in texas. Im actually kinda exticed tho, me and Gabe both get our own room now. Weve been sharing the past few years of our life. We move alot and so far every time we moved we had to share, But nowwww!!!! We get our own room. I cant wait. So i stand up sleepily and trudge to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and fix a bit of makeup on me for the fact that i look horrible. I brush out my long black hair and pull it up into a messy bun. I change out of my jack the skeleton onsie and put on a pair of batman pajama pants and a long sleeve jack the skeleton shirt. As im putting on my shirt i happen to accidently scratch across a fresh cut from the other night. "Ah sh..." im cut of by my brother banging on the bathroom door, "let me innnn!" He screams. "Mmm...oww" i look down, "no go to a diffrent bathroom!" I yell back at him. I hear him leave and i look at my arm again. I wrap it up in a gauze and put my shirt on. I start thinking about the other night when i gave my self new scars.

*FLASH BACK*
"If you dont stop beeing such a pathetic waist of time, i might be proud to call you my daughter!" My dad yells at me and throws me across the room hiting the wall. "Mmm i didnt mean to daddy i just li...." he hits me again. "I dont give a..." hes cut of by my brother, "dont hurt her!" He yells. Dad then goes to stirke my brother but i jump in front of him and i get hit instead. "Pathetic waist" he mumbles after hitting me again and sends me and Gabe to our room. I quickly run to the bathroom and grab the blade, i then slide across my wrist a few times before my brither bangs on the door for me to come out and NOT do anything stupid. Hes the only one who knows what i do, so he tries his best to protect me. I love him to death. Theres times i want to end it all, all the suffering, but i cant. I have to stay stong for him, if i leave...hes stuck in this hell. He cant leave for a while....hes only 8, and im 17 so i have to stay here....when i leave sonehwere else, hes going WITH me. I dont care what dad says, Gabe isnt staying here.
*FLASH BACK OVER*

  I then head out the bathroom and grab my ipod and headphones with my suit case and head down stairs. After i get downstairs, i see Gabe and dad heading to the car. So i follow, i put my stuff in the trunk sept my tiny lil purse/bag and hop in the front. We then headout for the hour drive well be on the road for the airport. I then slowly drift to sleep.

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