Where do I go from this point on? How will I survive? Can I even live onward? Will life get any better, is it possible? How far will I go? What will the future be like? Why do I feel so unready, and unprepared?
My feet dragged along the wet pavement, as it sprinkled lightly from above. I was walking towards nowhere, exactly, just finding myself some solitude. I've been thinking a lot about life, and how it'd be after the year is over. I'm a Junior, and I only got one more year ahead of me, after that, I have to go live life.
I just don't know if I'm able to do it. I don't know if I'm ready. I don't feel so prepare for what's ahead of me. I don't think I'll make it far. After high school, I think everything will be over. I'm pretty sure I'll just try to survive and get through life.
I just can't see myself going to college, getting my degrees, graduating, and doing something great. I just can't imagine that for myself. I feel like I'm going nowhere, and that's exactly where I'm heading.
I'm heading to the wasteland.
