Memories of memories that make me fall . I wonder what you did before , I could not remember it . You do not feel guilty about it .
7:00 pm .... ....
. " Joey ! ! ! Get up quickly ! " I pulled my sister 's blanket . bariu she was 7 years old , and I myself was 19 years old .
" Do not do that again , I will get used to waking up . I promise " he said plaintively . ' promise ' is a word that is very heartbreaking to me . When someone say that, at the time he also left me .
" Gemma , are you okay? " Degan he asked innocently . I smiled and immediately told him to wash his face . Oh yes , my name is Gemma Madeline introduce Gustav , and this is my brother , Joey Valmire Gustav . My mother died a few years ago . I stayed with my sister and my father . My father was so busy with his business . I was so busy I never fall in association arguably consume drugs . My father did not even bother with taking it , until someone changed my life and then leave me . For some reason I really fell in love with it . My heart breaks , tears running out made . How not , if you see your boyfriend sleeping with another girl , it's very disgusting eww . For some reason he felt guilty for acts that could be considered disegaja it . never mind, forget it .
I went downstairs to prepare a waffle for my sister . I saw a taped message in front refrigator . " I go home as soon as possible . Take care of your sister good either " . The message from my father . More than a few times he wrote so but he used to come home at 12 at night. Huh .. Is that how busy adults ? .
" Gemma , where the father ? " Joey asked .
" He was at work .. oh yes , I'll let Karen home delivery . I'll be out for a while " I said giving her waffle .
" Well .. " she was eating . After that , I ran a bath and take some paint equipment in my closet . I really like painting . As long as the day of the week so I'm free to spend my time to paint and add to the gallery I made my own . I mengatar joey karen home . I give money to eat joey karen later then I left . Arriving at the park , I climbed the hill that often occupy my painting . Under the big tree green , I sat down and move the tip of my pencil on white paper . I remember very well , here he promised to meet me two years again , to be exact this year . I started drawing her face , eyes and lips . I heard a child's voice calling me . "Help! Help " he ran towards me , crying .
"What is the little girl ," I stroked her hair
" I do not know where my uncle , can you help me ? " He said with a sweet
" Hmm sure , , what do I do now ? " Asked me
" Wear this , " he gave me a pretty flowercrown . I wear it and it ran . I'm puzzled by his behavior , I took it out of my head and flowercrown another voice startled me .
" Do not just off , ..... " it does not sound familiar to me
" You look pretty wearing it , Gemma ? " Oh ! It was Harry .. I take my painting equipment and leave her . " Sam , I'm sorry. I want to explain "he took my hand away .
"You want what? Huh ? Come back to me and screwing another girl ? Yes ? That's what you want , "I said with a high voice .
" You do not know what to feel first Gemma ! I used to be a problem .. " he said justifying
" Now .. what would you tell ? ' I gave him a chance to explain .
" Sit " he invited me to sit down and put it like a pair flowercrown crown . He explained everything , details details ...
Flashback
... " Gemma , I want you to know . I love you .. please do not do it " said Harry holding my right hand and throw the cutter .
" Leave me alone ! ! ! My father was busy , busy taking care of things that are not important ! " I snapped at her .
" But , I do not want you to be like this , Joey also need you ! " He immediately hugged me .
" I beg you , do not do it again .. " he said . I just cried . He let go of her arms and looked at me in the inside . He wiped away my tears . " Have you forgotten ? " He said . I nodded . He kissed my forehead lovingly sayang.TRACKKK ! ! ! My father broke down the door of my room . The blow landed on Harry 's cheek . " Get out you bastard ! ! ! You are led to Gemma this! ! "He snapped Harry . Joey ran towards me and hugged me . " I'm sorry , but ... " his words clipped . " Do not Dare dare you to approach her S. .. " " Dad ! ! But the culprit is not Harry 's father . It should keep my father but the father actually took care of that stupid job . "I said fight .
" Gemma , I should not interfere with your life " Harry ran out while holding her cheeks .
" From now on , you can not see him ! " He said . He slammed the door loudly and hugged sampi joey still asleep .
Harry 's POV
Gemma I left home . I can still hear his father grumbled . Kasian him . I walked under the dark of night . I saw Susan , my ex .
" Harry ? You .. bruised cheek . " He said stroking my cheek
" Susan never mind .. " I said let go of his hand .
" Hmm .. I 'll take you home . I'm also going to treat you " he said smiling . Not thinking I said yes . Arriving home , I mempersilahkannya entry . I started taking P3K box and he began to compress the wound .
" What really happened ," he asked
" Gemma .. " I whispered
" Slut makes it already battered .. " he said
" Listen , we are not in touch anymore .. so remember, do not you call her a slut time " ucaku little bully
" At least he can not give pleasure " he said strange
" Mean ? ," I asked . He started to kiss me on the lips ....
Gemma 's POV
This morning I drove home joey karen , as usual . Karen is a babysitter and friend Joey . After him , I was pleased to visit Harry . Just look at the wound . I went down and knocked on the door . " No answer " I opened the door and it was unlocked . " Harry ! " Terikakku . " Harry ! ! I brought your favorite starbucks " I said happily . I opened my room and ... dapati harry sleeping with another woman . They seem being " in touch " . I had thrown it in and out of the house . Harry mengjarku with pants that still he was wearing .
" Gemma ! Maybe you know .. "he pulled my hand
" Harry , I love you " I memelukknya and his menginggalkan .
This thing that we've been through to end like this
Flashback off
... " Do you understand ? " He said mengeku back of my hand
" Umm excuse me harry , instead I refused but ... " I looked down
" What ? Do not tell me you do not love me anymore "he let go of my hand . Immediately I hold his hand and hug him . I cried in his arms ..
" Harry , I 've been engaged to a man my father's choice " I said terseduh makers
" But you're still 19 years Sam " he said .
" He's the only one who should I obey harry , besides our relationship would not last too long " I said again crying
" Why ? ? Please do not cry baby, " he said mengahpus tears .
" I'm afraid I have cancer .. harry .. cancer caused by drugs used to be" I said sorry . Harry looked at me , his green eyes seemed glazed glass tears want out . He hugged me and kissed my cheeks many times .
" That's why I love you .. " he rubbed his hands keduan
" Come on .. this is just little memories" that's my last word to Harry before he left my first . Go to heaven as if to wait and made me queen in heaven with him .
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