CITYLIGHTS

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I stand on my terrace
Looking out into the night
At how the dark blue is lit
By all the little lights.
And here I am
Standing in the middle of it all
Completely out of place
Like a needle in the straw.
I've always loved it this way,
To feel nothing at all
To be in the picture
And to be the only flaw.
As crazy as it may seem
But it's only the truth
That maybe I really don't deserve
To be loved.
As silence fills my heart
And with darkness in my soul
It's gets difficult
To keep the façade in place
With tears threatening to roll down my face.
The darkness seems inviting,
At least it lets me hide my fears
It definitely doesn't question
When i weep heartbroken tears.
And then Silence numbs the pain
Like a  mute consolation
That justifies this Stormy rain.

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