Colors

B-437

B-437, B-437 I chanted my locker number in my head, a simple distraction while I walked down the 400 hall. I stopped looking at my schedule. Room 405, ms. staple, Locker B-437, litamain high school, United states of America, grey. I couldn't help but add the bitter-sweet reminder to the list of stuff I reapeated. I looked at the pen ink on my hand and walked to locker B-437, dialing the code left, right left, simple. I shoved my stuff in the locker except for 1 pencil, Colored pencils and my binder. When I walked into ms. Staple's class I sat at a desk close to the wall, and I looked at all the books on the shelve, this was my homeroom I guess. The bell rang with that sharp sound, Damn I wish I was deaf instead. The teacher stood up from her desk and made her simple introduction as she pointed to the most important things in the class room, about herself, and the class rules. It's the same every year "we want you to feel safe" I mentally scoffed, do they give out a script to these old hags. I can't help but think bitterly about every single one of them, because color blind isn't like depression or ADHD, so they can't check with the nurse or read up on it,  if I want them to know I have to tell them.
      I look across the classroom at one if my old friends, Lillian Gulfeid,  who stop talking to me thinking I was telling her bullshit. Right behind her was him, the enemy of my life, when I look at him I can give myself a definition of red, because that's my anger to the simple minded male. Such a petty thing to be angry about, I tell myself. Of course it is, but I don't care. The years of being made fun of because of the lack to tell colors apart kills me, they don't make fun of Gary Harnek because he's dislexic, why should they make fun of me? I spent the whole class examining my surroundings and bitterly judging everyone, when in fact I should be judging myself for my pessimistic ways. The bell once agian rung and I walked down the hall, funny when I herd his fimilar voice I was right infront of my locker, B-437.