shadows

chapter 2

He was her forever nothing could go wrong. They fought a lot and said horrible things to each other. He got tired and she got tired of it as well. They pulled apart for months. She fell in love with someone else but deep down still had him in her heart.  He did the same but some how his feelings never changed. It was like earth's gravitational force was pulling them back together. They said they would give it one more shot and that they did. He smiled with her but she couldn't smile back. The lies that she told would soon come back to hunt her. She was with him and the other guy as well.  Not knowing what to do she told lie after lie none stop. It was never in this beauty queen's nature to lie but what could she do she had diamond in one hand and gold in the other. Each day when he came around and gives her a warm embrace she puts on that pretence face. She died inside out. It was not because of his looks or attire.  It was all about his affection towards her. She knew she had to tell him some day but the fear of him walking away held her legs and kept her mouth closed. The questions popped up over and over in her mind. What if someone else tells him what then? What if she tells him and he leaves her? What could she do?  Not knowing if he was as real as he posed to be. Not knowing if his love was guaranteed.  She was afraid of letting go of gold and losing diamond also.