Again, I opened my eyes to start my day.
With the sunlight touching my skin.
And the wind blowing my hair.
A new day, they may say.
A new day with our family.
A new day with our friends.
And a new day for happiness.
A NEW DAY FOR ME.
I got up and took a bath to prepare for school.
I went to the kitchen to hear my mother's voice.
To hear her voice, a sweet good morning for her little child.
But I heard nothing and saw the food for me.
I ate my breakfast with my friends; spoons, forks and plates.
I went to school to attend my class.
HI's and HELLO's are normal for every students.
But for me, it's the rarest thing.
No one is greeting me.
No one is walking with me.
No one is talking with me.
I have no friends.
BECAUSE I AM A FREAK.
A freak with a stupid heart.
When I entered my classroom everybody got silent.
I can hear them whispering saying "Its her."
A boy stood and looked at me.
He said something.
I never heard it.
But I'm sure he said that I'm a freak.
I didn't heard it because I ran out of the classroom and went to the Library.
This is where I belong.
Books are my friends.
They teach me new things and take me everywhere.
They are always there for me.
They will never call me freak.
And they will never leave me.
I stayed here all day until the bell rang.
I went home without attending my class.
I walked to our house while singing with the birds.
Birds are adorable but they always leave me.
I opened our door .
And I heard my mother's voice.
But just what I'm expecting.
She is fighting with my dad again.
" My daughter has a heart disease and I can't do anything about it! " my mother said.
"Yes! She has that disease and its taking all of our money!" my dad answered.
I went to my room and covered my ears with my hands.
Everybody hates me!
They hate me because I have a heart disease.
They just don't care about my feelings.
I hate having this illness, too.
I never wished to have a weak heart.
I never wished to have a defective heart.
I want to be normal.
I want to have friends.
I want to be happy.
Everyday is so tiring.
Everyday is so painful.
Everyday is so tearful.
Again, I closed my eyes to end this day.
