MY COMING OUT STORY

My First Girlfriend

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Alright onto the story

So Sel had asked this girl out, and initially the girl said no, and I'm one night of hanging out with sel, I was crazy for her

But then she and the other girl started dating

And oh god I tried to respect them

But I didn't. Eventually, on December 2nd I told Selena that I liked her

And she reacted really well

I was mortified, but we were still friends

There were a few more weeks of school before winter break, and though stressful, I enjoyed them

Then it was winter break

I went to New Orleans for a few weeks with my family

I kept in close touch with my friends and me and Selena got back into the habit of texting each other every day

It had been about five weeks since she found out I liked her

And that night she told me she liked me too

And oh god I still liked her

But she was still dating her gf

And she'd been taking about breaking up with her for weeks but I knew it wasn't really going to happen and I definitely wasn't going to be the side chick.

And we got back to school and we were still cool

Then something amazing happened

Her girlfriend broke up with her

And she asked me to give some time, but then we could get together

And I was giddily happy

And sure enough, a few weeks later we did get together

But we couldn't hold hands in the hallway, I wasn't out

And we couldn't go on dates, my mom would get suspicious

So we ate lunch together

And we went to a movie together

And we hung out with our friend group

And I came out to like five more people while I was dating her

But she wasn't a good girlfriend

She made me feel awful for the things I enjoyed.

I knew something was wrong when I had to block her from my art account and my Pinterest boards because I knew she would make fun of me

She made fun of me for everything I enjoyed. Everything that made me, me.

And that destroyed me

And I had a whole speech planned for when I would break up with her

But I never did. I was just too scared.

And eventually, she asked me if I thought we should break up. I had been distant. Jerking away from her touches.

I said yes

And I was happy

Until the next day

Because then she asked to get back together. And of course I had to say know.

And now things between us we're incredibly awkward. And almost all of our friends were mutual.