"Hello....
Um well...I'm....
I want to kill myself. I just think that's the best thing to do. If I kill myself all the pain will go away, but I don't really want to die because I have 7 people who I dearly love and who I know love me back. Namjoon, Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoesok, Taehyung, Jungkook and one of my best friends Shadiyar.
I know no one will read this or care...so....um...I guess..
Well, look.....it's not that I want to not really like my parents. It's just that they're so fucking loud and abusive and even they don't get along. All they ever fucking do all day is fight. They curse in front of me and then the next day they expect me to be a fucking angel. Apparently, if I'm not perfect, I'm fucking wicked and don't care about my parents. And according to my parents..that makes me he mother fucking devil. Apparently..they can't see that I have fucking feelings and that just because we're family doesn't mean that we get along. They need to all fucking learn that. I don't want to end my life because of THEM. But this has fucking gone on all my life and now I'm 14. I'm going to fucking kill MySQL if I don't leave this prison soon...
And if I ever do get to fucking leave...I'm not coming back..
To visit..................wtf maybe, just so that they don't curse me and so at I can be their PERFECT LITTLE FUXKING ANGEL...but to stay, that's not happening.
Also..my friend Shadiyar, she's leaving for boarding school so I'm all alone stuck here with nobody. I'll rant some more later on....but I'll just fucking go right now. Because if I get caught awake after ten...I'm going to fucking get punished and shit. FUCK IT ALL. Can't wait for one more year of school to pass by so i can leave this torture. Lord...if you can hear me...help me, please. Why.....me..? Help me. Or am I fool who's wicked and doesn't deserve anything?? Whatever it is...just please, I beg you, tell me why. The answer to all this pain...
Do I deserve it..?? Maybe...ha...ugh!!!!!
I'm just going to fucking end this this shitty video. Bye. Fuck off. Fuck...I'm sorry I didn't mean to....why am I apologizing. It's not like anyone will even see this...."
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FanfictionBased on my life. Different times where Park Jimin was punished for stupid things and things that he didn't even do. Who's punishing him, his dad. His dad is two faced. One day he says he loves Jimin and that he means the world to him and that they'...
