Call Me Princess {Jinbum}

Fifteen

Jinyoungs POV

None of us have talked to Yugyeom since the incident between him and I. And by none of us i mean Bambam too. I explained all that had happened to him and he has decided not to talk to him anymore. He broke off all contact and the relationship between them.

Since then i have gotten many calls and messages from Yugyeom trying to apologize. And i'm a forgiving person most of the time and i want to forgive him but i just can't. He could've ruined mine and JB's relationship and i don't think i could have handled that.

I haven't left the house much since all this has happened. I normally just stay in the bed and apologize to JB every moment i get, even though he says its not my fault. And I know it's not my fault but i feel like i should've seen it coming or something in order to stop it.

But tonight i decided to finally stop apologizing and take him somewhere that i used to go to clear my mind.

"JB?" i called out, not knowing exactly where he was. "Yes Princess?" he said, appearing in the kitchen. "I wanna take you somewhere here soon so get ready. Its not anything fancy so you can wear whatever."

We left around 10 to make sure there wouldn't be anyone else there. Mainly because you weren't allowed at the place after 9 but no one goes around there after 9 anyway. 

When we arrived i parked a little farther away than where the place was just to be safe. We walked and arrived at a lake that was hidden by trees. We walked in silence until we found a bench near the lake. 

"I know its not very pretty like you'd see in movies or imagine in books but i used to come here just to think and listen to the wind in the trees" i put my head on his shoulder. "Well i don't care what the place looks like, as long as i get to be here with you" he responded.

We sat there for a while, not saying anything, just enjoying each others presence.

"So while we are here i'd like to get something off my chest since we haven't really talked about much lately" He nodded in response. "Do you still want to be with me? I feel like you've been distant ever since the thing with Yugyeom, which again, i'm sorry about. I just feel like that ruined everything and If i knew that was going to happen, i would've stopped it somehow" I rambled on and on, just repeating myself while he just listened. 

He let me ramble and say everything that was on my mind, which just consisted of me thinking that he didn't love or want me anymore. His response was a simple nod, which made me upset.

He turned and looked at me, "Jinyoung, I don't know where you got half of that from because you know i love you more than i have ever loved anything in this world. I love you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you." Hearing this made me so happy, to the point where i started crying. 

JB didn't ask why i was crying, he just pulled me into a hug and we sat there.

In the midst of me still crying, i pulled away from the hug, wiped the tears from my eyes, smiled the best i could, looked JB in the eyes and said, "Promise me that one day you'll marry me?" 

"I promise" he responded.