My Best Friend and I

Part 11

Leigh POV
I woke up expecting to feel Jade against me. I felt nothing though. I went to go look downstairs thinking she was just cooking us break fast. Everything was untouched though except a note lying in the middle of the dinning table. It had the word To Perrie written on it. I knew it was Jade since she had a messy handwriting.
I'm sorry Pez. Last night was a mistake.
I had tears pouring down my face. I should have know better than to trust her. I sobbed for about and hour. Until I looked at the clock and I had to rush to get to the dance practice. I ran up the stairs and quickly got changed. I drive to the dance studio with my make up still smudged. I walked in and my heart dropped. There was the person who kissed me last night arm in no other than Luke. She kisses him right when I enter the room. My heart breaks and I enter in sobs. The girls look at me and they see what happened. They whisper soft thing in my ear. Luke comes up to me " hey Leigh are you ok. " I look up of only he knew I nod my head " no I'm just missing somebody. So you and Jade. " he smiles while my heart breaks " yeah she called me last night saying that she missed me and that she wanted me back. " I give him a nod. Our dance lessons continue and I don't look at her and have any reason to interact with her. I was even able to get the dance coach to switch my places with Jesy. I only have a few dances where I"m near her. Each time I would see them together my heart breaks. She is heart breaker. She is fucking liar and someone not to be trusted. Even after all of these event I would trust her. I don't know why I still would. I try to fucking tell myself that she is not worth it. I will fall in love with someone else eventually but she will always take the place as my first love. The dance ends and I'm the first one out the door. I packed my grabbed my stuff and went out the door. The moment I got home I went up my stair and went to go take a shower. It's a weird thing, showers get me really calmed down. I checked my phone and saw that Little Mix posted a picture. I checked out, I wasn't in the picture. That was alright. The thing is Luke was in it. Everybody questioned why he was in there. No body even looked for me. If I took a picture with on of the girls and someone was missing they question us. I guess I'm really not that important to mixers. They say they care about me but do they really. I started crying and somebody knocked on my door. I wasn't going to get it. They were knocking pretty loudly and I didn't want the neighbors to call the police. I put on the robe that I have near my bed and went downstairs. I opened the door to see Jade. Why the fuck is she fucking here. My emotions immediately go to anger " Jade what the fuck do you want. I want to be alone so make this fast!" She looks at me her eyes wide open. I rarely use profanities. " I just wanted to know if if you were ok.  " I chuckle at how stupid she can be. " do you really fucking believe that I would be ok if the person you absolutely love kissed you said it was a mistake got a back with her ex boyfriend. How does that sound. No please I would love nothing more for some fucking peace and quiet. " she looks at me and turn around before turning around once more. " I'm sorry" I open the door " why should you be sorry. I should be the some sorry. I fell in love with my fucking best friend knowing that she will never love me the way I did. I should be sorry for ever coming into this god damn world. The universe has done nothing but take everything from me. So once more I'm sorry because I'm pathetic fucking loser which no one loves " I said my last sentence and I slammed the door on her. I wanted to break something. More like I needed to break something. I took the nearest thing that was near me     It was a vase it was the one Jade gave me about a few years ago. This made my blood burn even more. I ran into my backhand broke it there. Just as the vase broke so many memories came rushing into my mind
Flashback
" Jade come into the pool. The firework  are about the begin. " she comes into the pool and sits next to me. She had her arm around my waist and vice versa. Our faces were near each other. Usually this would be the time to kiss her but I couldn't. I just got lost in her eyes.
So many more memories came rushing in my mind. I walked back up to the house. For the first time I felt how lonely it was. I walked up the stairs and saw how many spare bedrooms I had. Yet none of them were used. I walked to my bedroom and opens the door. I saw how lonely it looked. Only for one person. Maybe I was born this way. To be alone forever while everyone gets there happy ending. I curl up into a ball before I fade into sleep
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Sorry for the late update.
I just there had been something in my mind. So here's the thing. I know I'm bisexual but I haven't come out yet. My older sister has this friend and she is gorgeous. All of us were hanging out and she just kept on starring me. I don't know it just gave me the butterflies. Well I'm sorry for that. I hope you did enjoy the story though
-Kasandra