My Remedy, My Clarity

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life

Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time

Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends

A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

I tried... And even up to now I still am trying...

I'm sure heaven knows how much I tried...

But I just can't... It's okay... I know it already...

I'm sorry I had to be weak...

I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger...

I guess I'm just really that crazy to even hold on to you...

To you... who is now someone from the past...

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need

Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

You Moron! You and your stupid songs!

But is it actually really like that!? *sigh*

Everytime... Simply all the time...

It just wont stop playing inside my head...

Cause it was our song...

It reminds me of us... Us and our ridiculous love story...

Was there even an us!? It was all just me wasn't it...

What future for us did I expect in the first place...

"Drew! YOU MORON!" I shouted at gumulong gulong sa kama ko...

Nakaka-irita talaga!!! Why does he always pop up in my head...

Its over already...

I know I should stop replaying it...

But I just can't...

I can't forget... I can't get over...

Cause I'm just that weak...

And just that insanely inlove and crazy about that person...

Na kahit na wala na siya...

Andito parin siya sa puso ko...

Sa puso ko na... anjan pbah tlga!?

Pakiramdam ko kasi noong nawala siya...

Kasama niya naring nawala itoh...

Pero sumasakit itoh...

Sa araw-araw na gumigising ako at isinasampal ng buhay na wala na talaga siya...

Imbis na habang nasasaktan itoh nagiging numb...

Lalo lang itong naghahanap at sumasakit lang ito ng sumasakit...

Bakit siya pa kasi!? Ang sakit-sakit tuloy...

But well in the first place it was my fault...

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Drew is well... He's a very talented singer! He's famous world wide cause he's simply one of the best in the world! He's super gorgeous with a super model body! He's also very charming, very kind, very lovable and very very talented!!! I think he's the epitome of Godly Beauty! To me he's just really perfect... Siya na siguro ung lalakeng pangarap maging ng bawat lalake sa mundo! He's every girl's dream guy after all! The perfect Prince Charming!