back to the start.
the same pain feels brand new,
so much worse than before
because you know theres no escape.
your hope is drained so you give up.
lying on the floor crying you hear a voice.
it's telling you to give up and end it all.
Just a simple slit on the wrist
can lead to deep wounds and crimson rivers.
you bleed out the worst of your fears
as moonlight shines off your tears.
hush now baby, go on and cry.
your pulse is slowing and you soon will die.
no more pain, no more fears.
you're finally done with these torturous years.
too late for second thoughts,
you can't change your mind.
soon you will be nothing, no one saw this coming.
scribble a note with your last goodbyes
cuz you were tired of all of life's lies.
say you love them, its not their fault.
tell them your sorry.
you know you were never good enough
cuz if u were you wouldnt be here.
you hid your tears behind a smile,
you knew it could only last a little while.
after years of holding them back you let them show
and now you know that its time to go.
with vision blurred you begin to fade,
now it's truely the end.
no time for regret.
no second chance.
close your eyes before you die
and you'll never open them again.
all that's left is a body covered in blood.
now you're busy on your way to a hell worse than life
