cramps

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splash water on my face. 

it's a ritual. 

don't know why i do it, 

guess it wakes me up. 

or

does it really. 

maybe 

it's all just a placebo effect.


breakfast 

break-fast

so 

when you cease to eat for 8 to 10 hours it's considered a fast.

wish there was a fast for thinking

can never stop thinking

sometimes 

it's good things

sometimes 

it's things that i should not be thinking about at all

it's unholy

my mother tells me so


mom made wheat waffles

she says that if it's bleached 

it's unholy 

but i wonder

why is white a holy colour

but when we put it in our mouth

it's unholy

tyler

ty-ler

it 

rolls off my tongue

it

cramps my hand

tyler

is my name

too many things cramp my hands

like morning devotion

i clamp my hand on my mouth

shhh

i must keep my mind quiet

because

someone is listening

i open the bible


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