i
splash water on my face.
it's a ritual.
i
don't know why i do it,
i
guess it wakes me up.
or
does it really.
maybe
it's all just a placebo effect.
breakfast
break-fast
so
when you cease to eat for 8 to 10 hours it's considered a fast.
i
wish there was a fast for thinking
i
can never stop thinking
sometimes
it's good things
sometimes
it's things that i should not be thinking about at all
it's unholy
my mother tells me so
mom made wheat waffles
she says that if it's bleached
it's unholy
but i wonder
why is white a holy colour
but when we put it in our mouth
it's unholy
tyler
ty-ler
it
rolls off my tongue
it
cramps my hand
tyler
is my name
too many things cramp my hands
like morning devotion
i clamp my hand on my mouth
shhh
i must keep my mind quiet
because
someone is listening
i open the bible
YOU ARE READING
blasphemy *joshler*
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