Under His Love

Chapter 5

Chris looked at scared Kendal as he sat at his table with his childern. "Walk." he said and Amara walked forward.

"Chris let her go." Kendal said and the kids looked at him.

"Where is Nicole?" Chris asked. Kendal swallowed a lump in his throat.

"I-i don't know." he said and Chris chuckled. He hit Amara with the but of his gun and she fell to the floor.

The kids screamed and cried mommy as Chris looked at Kendal with anger.

"Man she is pregnant!" Kendal said. He went to get her but Chris pointed the gun at him.

"Sit the fuvk down bitch." he said and Kendal sat down.

"Listen i don't know where she is?" Kendal said.

"My friend Rio said he seen her in a trip club here in dallas. Last time i checked you moved here after my WIFE lefted you at the fucking altar!" Chris yelled.

Kendal stared at him mad. Chris smirked. "Aye Mike?" he said.

Mike appeared from the back. "Yea?"

"You got his shit?" Chris asked and Mike smirked.

"Man we cracked that nigga safe. My nigga you broke now." Mike laughed and Kendal mugged him.
"If you willing to help i will give you some of your money." Chris said.

"I told you i don't know where the fuck she is?!" Kendal said and Chris nodded.

He pointed to the roof. Then sent two rounds. They jumped and the kids cried. "Where the fuck is my wife bitch?" Chris asked.

Kendal looked down and closed his eyes. "I had her a year ago and then Jason took her and gabe her to Ash." he said. Chris looked at him.

"What yall passing my fucking girl like she a fucking piece of fucking meat? Bitch i should kill you dumb ass." Chris said to him and Kendal sighed. "Why the fuck was my girl stripping at a fucking strip club?" Chris asked and Kendal looked at him.

"She bought in the money." he said and Chris looked at him.

"Was she fucking?" Chris asked as he gripped the gun. Kendal looked at him.

"Huh?" he said and Chris grew angry.

"You heard me bitch!" Chris said and hit him with his gun and he fell out the chair.

Kendal coughed up some blood and looked at Chris. "Ok man yes. She was doing side deals."

Chris heart broke. A smtear escaped his eye. He held his gun to Amara head. "Aye man i didn't touch you wife! Don't kill her!" Kendal yelled. Chris looked at him.

"Bitch you took mine i take yours." Chris said and shot two round in her head.

The kids screamed and yelled as they seen their mom being shot in front of them. Chris pointed the gun at Kendal. "You get in my fucking way imma come back and shot them girls." Chris said and Kendal cried on the floor. "Don't fuck with me." Chris said and they walked out the house.

They walked back to the car and got in. Chris got on the phone and called Gonzalez. He answered on the second ring.

"Wassup?" He said in the phone. Chris sighed and looked down.

"Let me go to Nevada." Chris said.

"Why? She might be up over there i wanna come to man." Gonzalez said.

"Her ex had her stripping and prostituting then another nigga took her to Las vegas." Chris said and Gonzalez sighed.

"Fuck!!" he yelled as he his hit his Dash board. "I swear i hope you killed that muther fucker."

"Naw man i didn't kill him but i did kill his fucking wife." Chris said and Gonzalez sighed.

"Ok and yea. Got to Nevada. If you find her take her to my old house in Mexico. These boy ain't crazy to cross the border." Gonzalez said and Chris said ok. "Be careful."

"Ight man imma hit you up later." Chris hung up and sighed. He put his head in his hands.

He couldn't believe that she was force to have sex with different niggas. His fist bawled.

He began to blame him self for the shit she is going through. He thought that she would have been better off if he wouldn't have called that day.

Maybe if he would have treated her better than he did she would have stayed. If only.

"Aye man you good?" Mike asked Chris as she watched him stared out the window.

"Its hurt to know that the love of your life is out there wondering if im coming for them. But you have no clue where to find them. I been searching for two years. The only lead i have is some nigga who was trying to kill me and keep her to his self. Then i can't help but blame my self for the shit she going through. Its my fault she got took. Its my fault she was being forced to fuck different niggas. Its my fault! Im the one who fucked up her whole fucking life and now she is out there being hurt even worst and im not there to help her!" Chris said and tears streamed down his face.

All he wanted was his wife back in his arms. He wants his family back.

"Man don't blame your self for that-"

"Mike i drove her away. Then when she got back with me thus shit happens. I am just a bad influence in her life."

"Man you still her first love. You her first everything. That girl loves you. She knew the shit you get into and she stood by you. She you wife and she alwyas going to be you wife. She love uou man. If she didn't she would still be in dall with that fuck nigga. But she came back and choose you. She choose you for a reason nigga. She love you man. Yea you got problems but she knew what she was getting into when she signed them papers. She love you nigga."

Chris took his words and held them close to his heart. He knew what he said was right. He knew she loved him. But the feeling of gulit still stuck to him.

"Then why do i feel so damn guilty?" Chris asked.

"Cause you wasn't there. You wanted to be and now you beating your self up. We didn't know them niggas was going to shit but they did now we have to break shit." Mike said and Chris looked at him.

"Thank you man. If it wasn't for you i wouldn't be here looking for her. Thank you man foreal."