RAINDROP - The season of love

chapter 1

       Raindrops, the silent falling messages from 'Mysterious  WORLD' from the special 'Mysterious ANGEL'  for connecting us to our choosen special
' Mysterious LOVE '.

Tiara

With the daily noise of my alarm i was disturbed. So i just gave a tap on alarm to stop it.

Its sunday no need to wake up.
Sundays used to be funday in my past when i was child.
But,
Sundays are sleepydays now a days .

"Oh ! No ......Really ?, Does it need to happen today" ......."uhhhh....crazy light connections ."

Suddenly the light was off.

"God damn !,  its sunday why dont  these light problems happens tomorrow when i am not home" .

"Tiara wake up !,and check whats wrong "  as usuall i was talking to myself  and with my supersleepy head made my way to see whats wrong .
I was walking like a zombie with my eyes half close and half or to say little open.

"Hmm.."..as expected total colony was off light .

I got myself comfortable on swinging chair on my terest garden .

Its my favourite place in whole world my heaven.

The sky was dark .
Breezes were running  cold .
In music of night unknowngily i was fallen a sleep.

"Uuhh.....", the chilly wetty touch on my cheeks woke my silent sleep.
My heaven was turned into hell for me .

The little - tiny  raindrops were falling silently on me.

With each raindrop memories of past were getting watered and alive .

Tears were running down my cheeks.....

I went still like a dead, with my eyes close ...........
I saw him smiling again....
Sending cold shivers through my bones .....

Wrapping  myself, in my cold wetty arms, i hug myself .so tight to pierce my skin to bleed red with my nails ....

The inner invisible wounds were getting  scratched again by the  falling of  innocent 'Raindrops' unknowningly.

Each year raindrops scartch my wounds .....making it more deeper....and unbearable.

Raindrops  for me are just a  means of hidding my tears falling down my cheeks .

Suddenly, the lights were on and i was back from my hurting past memories.

With heavy teary eyes i opened my  eyes got in my room with my heart poured with pain ....climbed the bed ..... Got inside my blanket..... wrapped  myself.... .....like the egyptian mummy and did what mummy does .

Slept .

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one more day of my life was passed all alone without him.

with no smile, no hope, no regret, no complains ......overall with big no for my life .

Each time when i close my eyes i wish to end my life with a knife .

Its just his smile that stops me.
Its just his promise that stops me.

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Shona d

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Ashish