spring day || kim namjoon.

06. his entry.

'Dear Journal,

I've never felt this way before, i don't know what's going on.

Whenever shes with me, my heart feels light. My stomach feels tingly, i feel like a different person.

Whenever we touch, even just a simple graze on the arm, i feel some sort of electricity. Some sort of connection.

All these months when she wasn't with me, i felt hopeless. Like i didn't deserve to live, i thought so lowly of myself, i thought nobody needed me.

Now that I've met her, i know someone needs me. I know i'm here, and we met for a reason. I don't want to say it's fate or destiny, but i will say that this, what i'm feeling, is love.

She's my anchor, my source of happiness. If she never came into my life, i would've lost my mind. I probably wouldn't even be here anymore. She's why i smile now, why i laugh.

I don't feel cold anymore, i don't see white snow all around me anymore.

I see flowers blooming, i see buds on trees, i feel warm.

My everlasting winter finally turned into spring.'