spring day || kim namjoon.

07. her entry.

'Dear Diary,

Today, i looked up to the sky and thanked god.

I thanked him for letting me meet such a wonderful person like Kim Namjoon.

He has a past, and he has sadness in his heart, which made him so interesting in the first place. It made me determined to try and make him happy, to live his life the way it should be lived. Not couped up in a dark room, crying because he thinks he has nobody. That's not the human way to live, and nobody should feel like that.

He has so much to offer and only i could see that.

Over the past few weeks, actually 2 months now, we've made so many memories.

From going grocery shopping together because we felt like it, to holding each other in his doorway because we were both crying.

I have seen the real him, I've seen the hurt, I've seen the pain, I've seen his heart breaking right in front of my face.

He's witnessed me not smiling and laughing like i always do, he has also seen the real me.

We both made a promise, not to be sad or cry because we have each other and we always will. Through thick and thin, through hurricanes and sunlight.

Through winter and spring.'