Day 2- my crush

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A/N if you actually are going through and reading these, don't tell me if you think you know who it is. it was so awkward to write this. :)

Hey... anonymous crush that I will never ever put your name on wattpad or any other internet site EVER. So... (a/n it is seriously so awkward doing this right now. so very very awkward.) I've known you for ages. You're one of my best guy friends, and I swear I don't know what I would do without you and your family. You guys have always been so supportive of me, it's incredible. Your family is already like my family, so it wouldn't really matter if we got married or anything... ;) I can write things like that since you will (hopefully) never see this.

I don't think I would ever say this to your face. Our friendship (this is so cliche and yet incredibly true) means too much to me and I wouldn't want to lose that. It would make things so awkward and I just don't know if it would ever be worth the risk. Besides, I am way too shy, and... I just can't. I can't do it.

So off you'll go, blissfullly unaware that I'm right here. I've always been right here. It sucks that you don't notice, but I'll get over it. I'll get over you... eventually. I have before. It always comes back to you, but I'll get over you as many times as it has to happen.

I don't know how to end this, it's weird. It's hard to write to you. It's very bittersweet. Just know that I'll always love you, whether it's like a friend or whatever else. I'm here for you. :)

~Isabelle xx

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