Kaneki x Male reader

Different

I'm sorry if this is crap but enjoy.

I don't understand. I don't understand why my mother and father look at me with disgust. They say i'm different but I thought all ghouls are the same. I don't really ask why they disgust me. They say human food is disgusting and it's not for ghouls. Ok I might be  a little different by saying the food was to die for.

Ever since that day my parents always look at me like i'm the monster but aren't we all. I got bullied by my own kind and I see my parents just watching. Their cold ghoul eyes piercing right threw me. My childhood wasn't the best but now i'm 19 years old. I kept myself unknown from ghouls but not from humans.

The people with suitcases don't even suspect me at all. I live in the 23rd ward. There is this coffee place I would visit all the time. There was this boy there with black hair with an eye patch but he's not there anymore. I am now in the same coffee place but just at night, basically i'm with the ghouls. "Excuse me sir but closing hours already past." A girl with purple hair said. She looked like she was holding in her anger.

I can't blame her though, this is her tenth time telling me to leave. I put my sandwich down and I looked straight at her. She tensed up but acted like I didn't see. "Ma'am I already know you're a ghoul and everyone working in the cafe. She pointed her Kagune right at me. "Tell me how you know we are ghouls, human." She was glaring with her ghoul eyes. I started to laugh, "I'm not a human, i'm a ghoul just like you." She brought her Kagune very close to my eye.

"I'm not going to repeat myself, human!" She yelled glaring harshly. I sighed closing my eyes and when i opened them my ghoul eyes appeared. I let out my Kagune and slammed her to the floor. She coughed out blood as I looked down on her. "I told you I was a ghoul, you just can't tell because I don't have a scent and I can eat human food." I let her go and did a closed eye smile. "So can I work here?" She looked at me with a 'Are you serious?' face. 

"Fuck no!" "Then can I at least know your name?" She sighed. "It's Touka, Touka Kirishima." I was just about to walk off until I heard a voice. "You, young man." I turned around to see a old man.  "Young man what is your name?" I smiled, "My name is M/n L/n, what is yours?" He looked a little surprised but he answered my question. "I'm the manager of the coffee shop, Anteiku, my name is Yoshimura." 

"Why did you act so surprised when I told you my name?" He smiled widely. "I know your parents, Y/n."  My H/l  H/c was covering my eyes. "Don't speak of them, they are not worthy to be spoken of." There was a dead silence until Touka broke it. "so are you still interested on working here?" I did my closed eye smile, "Of course!"

                 ~Time skip because i don't give a shit :)~

It's been a year since I joined. I'm actually surprised that old man didn't die yet. I mean look at the guy, how the fuck is he even standing!? It's night time, again, and i'm looking for some food, human flesh. "What should I eat tonight, a baby, a woman, or a man?" I was walking in deep thought until I felt something went threw my stomach all the way to my back.

I coughed up some blood and i pretended i was dead just in case it was the people with those cases. "Haha I got myself something to eat and it's a pretty human girl!" Oh hell nah, I know this ghoul did not just call me a girl. I got up removing all all the dust  from my body. Good thing I didn't die. I looked up at the guy. He was very shocked I was alive. "How can a human  chick be alive, impossible!"

I groaned in anger. "Hey there buddy i'm not a girl and i'm not human either now fuck off I was going to get myself something to eat." I was about to walk away until he blocked my way, "You don't smell like a ghoul." "I don't smell like a human either, I have no scent now leave me the fuck alone!" Ok now I was getting really pissed. He didn't move a centimeter he just stood in place. "I'm going to kill you because you tricked me." I looked at him with a blank face. Didn't he....trick himself?

He had his ghoul eyes and his Kagune out and tried to hit me with it. I dodged easily staring hard at him. He picked up his pace thinking I can't catch up. I thought this was going to be fun but he just so damn slow and stupid. I kicked him to a building making him break his arms. He screamed in pain. I walked over to him bringing my Kagune out. He shook his head, "Don't do it man." I smirked crouching down to his level because he was in a sitting stance. 

"I think you need to feel some pain." His face was in horror. "Let's see how long you survive and don't worry, i'll keep track on time." My Kagune  slowly went threw his stomach. This was pretty brutal but I been threw this too by the bullies but the only way to get past them was by killing all of them. I kept stabbing, the guy kept screaming until he stopped.

He stopped crying, screaming yelling for help. I already know why so I started to walk away until I saw someone in front of me. Who the fuck is it this time, I just wanted some food. But hey, the guy survived for two minutes. "You killed him, you killed my comrade but i'm not surprised he was useless anyway." This dude had white hair with mostly black clothes. "I'm guessing your the eye-patch ghoul guy people be talking about." He didn't say anything.

I'm really not looking for a fight with guy, he's not normal. "Welllll i'm just going to go." I started walking the other direction until I blacked out. Was i too tired or did I just get attacked.

I just wanted some food.

(How did you like the first chapter guys, i'm not much of a story teller and shit. Make sure you comment and tell me on what I should improve on.)