story of her.

Once upon a time there was a confused, lonely, depressed, sensitive, judged, bullied, lovely, funny, generous, and real person who we'll just call "Danny" who would never trust anyone with her life until she started talking talking to this boy who we'll just call "western" over the internet. She loved this boy. He said he loved her but she never believed him. They were best friends. she also began to be good friends with his best friend let's just call her "Ian's girl". They were all friends. They knew all about Danny. she knew almost all about them. they both saved Danny from suicide many, many times. western would dedicate songs to her.Danny loved those songs.they were so real and he meant every single word. Ian's girl would always be there for Danny even when Danny didn't deserve it.(Danny never really deserved either of them). Danny fell in love with western.western didn't. she never told him or Ian's girl. Danny got in trouble for almost committing suicide. She was taken to counseling. Her communications with western and Ian's girl was taken away. she now cries at the thought of them forgetting about her. Danny could sing. Danny wanted to audition for a talent competition so she could meet her best friends in person. (western is famous) the talent competition got cancelled. Danny lost hope. she was lost in her self. she was lost. she just wants Ian's girl and western to know that if she gives up any time soon she will be gone.but how can she tell them she thought. so she wrote this. For Western and Ian's Girl. She Fell in love with Western and gained an amazing and perfect best friend Ian's girl. they're worth dying for. Their real names are carved into her arms and wrists. she misses them. She cries at the thought of Western. She cries herself to sleep each night longing for him. His hug. His stare. His hand. His touch. His voice. him. She needs Ian's girls support. she needs her best friends again.she's not even living anymore...she's just existing. She's just there.breathing.wishing she wasn't.