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what do I feel

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what do I feel..

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by Lego_san

by Lego_san

                                    
                                              *aknock knock*
"Hey, you haven't came out in ages please let's talk about it"
I said nothing
"Come on I care about you and I want to....."
I started ignoring her voice. What am I doing. Why does it hurt so much. Just kill me. I don't wanna feel this way let it end. I don't want to love. I don't wanna think about her. 
WHY DO I LOVE HER. I WAS A GOD DAM IDIOT. I need to bury these feelings. I need to kill them and never let it out. And become a empty shell to stand alone in the void of my mind waiting till I die.
                          But......
                          I want to love her. I want to be with her. I want to hug her as many times that I need to. I want to be there for her when she needs it the most. I want to be her shoulder to cry on. I want to love again. 

                          But I can't. I threw away the keys to my feelings and buried it somewhere I can't remember........
                          What do I feel anymore.....