Listening to you talk makes hours, no days go by. You make the tides move. You inflated my heart like no other. Trust is a big thing for me. And it goes a very long way. The things that happened, in which i do not regret. But sometimes wish the didnt happen, only because its messes with you. You are not the same. Theres soo much i wanna tell you. Soo much I wanna hold you, be with you, but if I did. You wont be able to handle what I have to say. Just know what happened thos nights, I'm glad it happened. It makes me happy and sad. The sad is because I cannot have what I love. And happy because i love what you have. And you do too. And id hate to be the one to take it away from you. I'm very jealous by that fact. But just know I'm happy know you are also. The pain don't hurt no more. Its more like a needle in my arm. A very small pain..
