This is going to be the raw, unedited story of the weirdest, most wonderful and scariest experience of my life, the time I fell hard, very hard in love and lost it almost as fast.
It all started in school. I was sitting in class as usual, I had straight As and was planning to go to Harvard. I saw the popular guys, Ethan and Grayson, they were also known as the mean kids, they would trigger fights and yeah, you can probably imagine the rest. Anyways, they were sitting behind me with their girlfriends, Ashley and Melanie.
Ashley had brown waist long hair, light blue eyes and perfectly white, straight teeth. Melanie had colored blonde hair and green eyes, all the guys in school thought she was the shit and I admit, she was pretty.
"Liza!" I got scared and flew of my chair.
"Yes, Mr. Smith?" I said startled. Everyone laughed and I could feel my face turning red.
"You were day dreaming again weren't you?" he said accusingly.
"Yes, sorry Mr. Smith it wont happen again." I said slowly.
"You told me that last time too. I really want to see a change in this behavior, Miss Carney." he told me and touched his glasses.
"Mhm." I answered and sat back down on my chair.
Ethan and Grayson were still laughing and Ashley and Melanie were giggling softly.
After a tough hour of chemistry Mr. Smith finally shouted: "Class is dismissed!" and everyone started to pack up their things.
"Miss Carney I want to talk with you." he said. I nodded.
"Liza your behavior has really changed these past couple of months." Mr. Smith said and he actually seemed pretty concerned.
"Yeah, I know it's just alot of things going on right now you know, I'm graduating soon and everything." I told him.
"And thats another reason to do everything you can, Liza. You want to go to Harvard, right?"
"Yes."
"Then you have to have straight As and right now it seems like you will pretty much fail chemistry." he told me.
"I will do everything I can, but I have to leave now, bye." I said and rushed past Mr. Smith.
The cafeteria was very crowded. People were screaming and I could barely get my food. Far ahead of me I saw my best friend, Lily. She was the nicest person at our entire school and she was pretty much friends with everyone.
I ran up to her.
"Lily, hey!" I shouted to get her attention.
"Hey Liza!" she shouted back and hugged me tight.
"How are you?" she asked with a toothy grin.
"I'm okay, I think I'm failing chemistry." I said looking down at Lilys neatly tied shoes.
"Really?" she said chocked. I nodded.
"Yup." She hesitated but finally said: "So no Harvard?" I felt tears starting to form in my eyes.
"I guess not." She looked at me and wraped me into a hug and whispered in my ear: "It'll be fine." Over and over again. At this point I was full on crying.
In the back Ethan was seeing what was happening and shouted: "LOL, that little bitch Liza is crying again!" and everyone at their table and some other people started laughing. I felt so hurt.
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"I'm home!" I yelled into the dark hallway but got no answer, mom was probably out with her friends, as usual.
I went into my room and started to do my homework. My chemistry teacher talked to me at 5th period when I had biology, since I had him in biology as well and he told me to do the extra tasks in chapter 2 for chemistry. I also had to finish my english assignment.
After a few hours of studying I felt really concentrated but then I heard my phones message signal. I took up my phone from my bed and stared at it.
Unknown: Hi.
I became confused, I hadn't given my number to anyone new the last 6 weeks, so who could it be? I decided to answer.
Me: Who is this?
Unknown: You'll have to work for that knowledge.
Me: WTF? I'm blocking you.
Unknown: Sorry! Just kidding. But i don't want to tell you just yet.
Me: Fine.
Unknown: What are you up to?
Me: I was studying but you made me loose concentration.
Unknown: Sorry.
Me: It's ok I was going to stop doing it anyways.
Unknown: Cool, maybe I'll see you at school, but you won't see me.
Me: Bye, don't text me again.
I felt weird. Who could that be? I decided to not care and I kept on studying for a short time.
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"Honey, I'm home!" I could hear my mom screaming to me from down stairs. I sighed and walked down the stairs.
"Hey mom, how was your day?" I said politely.
"It was fine." she answered and went into the kitchen.
Me and my mom didn't have a perfect relationship, not after she killed dad in self defence. My dad was an alcoholic and drug addict. He used to take out his anger on my mom and one day she had gotten enough. She stabbed him multiple times in the back and he died instantly when she pierced his heart with the knife. I was so happy that I wasn't home when it all took place, I was at my friends house and didn't get the news until the next morning when the police called and said that my mom was at the police station.
That was the hardest time of my life, I felt like dying, I missed my dad and mom and I had to go to court all the time to prove that my mom made it in self defence since I had seen what dad had done before.
That was 3 years ago. Now 3 years later and 3 years in therapy I was finally okay again. But I
didn't think that I would ever forgive my mom, after all I loved my dad when he was my nice dad, not the drunk, angry dad.
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That night I went too bed with a heavy feeling. I was scared of those texts. But I decided to not think about it too much.
AUTHORS NOTE:
Hey guys, I made this chapter super short but yeah, comment if u liked this and vote and I'll make another chapter soon. Byyeee!
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