Life As The Psychopath's Girl // Twilight And TVD Crossover

What Doesn't Kill You Leaves You Broken

"I'm bored." Hayley groaned for the third time since they left. Renesmee put down the book she was reading with a sigh. The two enjoyed the fresh air of the Mikaelson manor garden, but it could not help the girls fully relax.

"I can't believe they haven't told me who it is."

"Gee, relax. You'll find out soon enough, anyway. Now, let's talk about the fact that I am bored." Hayley tried to calm her down in her own, weird way, but failed. Renesmee was scared. She never liked surprises. Damn, she could not even focus on her book.

"Please, go do some pregnant lady yoga."

"Good idea, I heard it's very good for pregnant lady's family." The extremely familiar voice made Renesmee's head turn towards the door. 

Gasping, crying, hugging Jacob fucking Black.

But how was he here? How did Elijah know that he even existed? Then it hit her, her gift was going nuts these days, so they must've seen Jacob in one of her flashbacks.

***

"Why haven't you called, Jake? I have never realized how much I've missed you." Renesmee asked the 16 year old looking boy she grew up with. Jacob rolled his eyes at her, and she took by surprise.

"What is that supposed to mean?!"

"I am just saying, you are the one that moved away." Jacob casually informed, lifting  his leg on the coffee table.

"I was 5 moths old, besides, you moved on. Bella told me you started college, that you had a girl, that you were living a good life..." Renesmee trailed off, rubbing her temples.

"You are upset at me because I moved on from you?! Renesmee, you are unbelievable!" He shot back angrily, making Renesmee glare but keep silent.

"Plus, the noble original told me about you dating too, so do not fool me about me being missed. The way he put it, you were quite busy yourself."

"There is only Kai, Stefan was a hundred year old mistake."

"Why am I here, Renesmee? To babysit you? Where is that Kai guy now?" As the words slipped, Renesmee's heart started sinking. Kai was not there. He might even be dead, she was not sure. What if none of the Mikaelsons come back? She would be all alone again. And now, Jacob hates her. Now, everyone hates her. She collapsed on the floor crying. Jacob grabbed her and pulled her up in his lap.

"Hey, Nessie, please tell me what is going on? What did they do to you?" She noticed a hint of love and concern in Jacob's voice. She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.

"I wish I have never left you and Washington." She started. "My whole life would be less painful."

***

"Ouch, that sounds painful. I can't believe I was in love with your mother." Jacob said after listening to Renesmee's life story. Everything that happened in Mystic Falls that could be blamed for Renesmee's traumas.

"It is painful, Jacob. And ew. You and Bella..." Renesmee tried to imagine that, but only managed to almost gag.

"After this? She is not even getting a hello." Jacob snorted.

The moment of awkward silence followed. Renesmee took the opportunity to think about these past few days. She has moved on from the fact that all of the previous 6 years of her life were a lie, but why couldn't she come back to Mystic Falls with her father to fight for the man she loved? Why was Jacob the one to play a babysitter her and Hayley? It could've been any other random supernatural creature that lived in New Orleans.

"Jake, why you? Why did Uncle Elijah call you to take care of me?"

"They are bloodsuckers, Nessie, but it looks like they are really well educated. I would say, psychology. I wouldn't have said yes to this babysitting week if he hadn't mentioned your name. He said you needed someone familiar. After hearing your name, I would say yes to anything. Renesmee, I missed you, more than I thought is possible. I can't believe they would damage my Nessie like this. Elijah said you have traumas, feelings all over the place and shit. Then, there is your little sister... I remember you saying that you always wanted a sibling. So you two can play dress up," he laughed at that part, " if Hayley died, both you and your hybrid dad would be broken. I can't let that happen. You've been through enough."

Renesmee was ready to fight for her sanity, but realized there is no such thing. Life as she knew it, was long gone. And New Orleans, the city her father himself had built, was a threat to her and her unborn sister. It was too much for her to take. She admitted it, she needed Jacob here. Although, he seemed like a stranger, a random person picked up from the busy streets and put inside of Jake's body, that unknown side of Jacob Black that she did not remember, she felt safe next to him thanks to flashes of the old, friendly, Jake she knew.

"Jacob, talk to me about La Push." She pleaded closing her eyes.

She needed something that she was sure she loved. And she was sure, she adored spending time on the La Push beach back in the day. Watching the pack boys kick the ball around, making sand castles with Jake, swimming with Seth. Yes, that was a very light period of her life. Too bad it lasted for only two months.

"It is still the same, Nessie, just without the two of us. The pack boys are still there, running around the sand. You have to meet Sam's boys, Zachary and Brandon. They're like 4, so damn cute. You remember the log you loved to sit on and look at the sunset? It's still there."

"I made you sit there with me every evening. Of course I remember." She smiled at him, as her gift brought both of them back on one of those nights by a simple touch.

In a split of seconds, the two found themselves back home, on La Push beach they both loved. Renesmee gasped at how realistic it actually looked. She has just realized how strong she is getting. Next to her, holding her hand, stood Jacob in utter shock. He pointed his finger to a teenager and a toddler sitting on a log staring at the sky. Her gaze followed his finger and as she saw the two, her smile brightened.

"Look Jakey, it's orange!" The 5 year old looking girl, a young Renesmee, squealed pointing to the sky and jumping out of her seat.

"Yeah, Nessie, it's gonna get pink any moment." Jacob, a younger Jacob, but still looking the same thanks to the perks of being a werewolf, whispered. The present Renesmee and Jacob looked at each other, listening to the giggles of the young girl, enjoying the careless, happy moments of their past. Few moments pasted, and a young version of Renesmee was leaning on Jacob's shoulder fast asleep. Jacob picked the little girl up, and walking inside of his house with her in his arms. Renesmee noticed that everything around her was fading.

The memory was over.

The two found themselves sitting back in Mikaelson manor.

"That was amazing, Nessie..." Jacob breathed out, none of them realizing that they had their hands holding.

June 25, 2017

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Awwww, my 13 year old team Jacob fan girl is coming back.... RIP my small fangirling  heart....

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