It had been two weeks since I was fired from Smosh. I had April go in the next day to get my things, since I knew that if I went to get them, I would burst into tears.
The past weeks were filled with them, tears that is, mostly mine, but Courtney had secretly come to visit me and she was almost as upset as I was.
"It's not fair that you got fired for loving Shayne!" She said, slamming her face into a pillow and continuing to shout obscenities.
"Who said I love him Courtney?"I asked, wiping my cheeks with a tissue.
"You're telling me that both of you risked your jobs, over a fling," Courtney stated, clearly not accepting what I had said.
"I think that's exactly what it was Courtney, just a fling," I said, trying to convince myself, but it didn't work and I started crying again.
"Oh Y/N honey, if it was a fling you wouldn't be so heartbroken," Courtney explained, grabbing more tissues for me and pulling me into a hug.
"I just wish things were different,"I sobbed into her shoulder.
"Has Shayne called?"
I didn't even answer her question because she knew the answer.
Ian and Anthony told Shayne that if he were to see me outside of work, he'd be fired too, and that couldn't happen since he needed the money for college.
"Y/N I'm so sorry," Courtney said, letting me go and grabbing her things,"If I'm not back soon, they'll suspect something."
"It's ok Court, say hello to the Squad for me."
"Will do, feel better Y/N," Courtney called to me from the front door before shutting it quietly and driving away.
That was the last interaction I had with anyone from Smosh.
Another week passed and as I was scrolling through my Twitter feed, I came across a picture of Shayne and Mari, kissing.
My heart shattered into a million pieces. I couldn't understand how Shayne and Mari's relationship was allowed at Smosh, but not mine. And how could Shayne move on so quickly?!
April found me curled up in the corner of my bedroom in a full panic attack, tears flowing freely down my mascara stained cheeks, and my body shaking uncontrollably.
"Oh my god Y/N, can you hear me!" April shouted, running up to me and pulling me into her arms.
"Shayne....and....Mari....,"I sobbed, unable to breath, and that's the last thing I remember before it all went to black.
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Hey it's Emily, I know this is a short one but the next chapter will be much longer I promise.
I know this chapter kinda blows, sorry about that, I've got lots of ideas jumbled up in my brain but I can't decide which ones to use.
I hope you enjoyed it!
Happy Reading! <3
