It's Friday night, and there's a huge party tonight that apparently "everyone" is going to. I'm kind of relieved because now Ethan and I don't have to do our Friday night sleepover.
We actually haven't really talked much since ya know, he fucked the shit out of me and I started to think that I have actual real feelings for him.
I haven't really talked to Grayson much either, due to my guilty conscience. Grayson was easier to avoid than Ethan though, I didn't have any classes with him. Every time Ethan and I would talk there was obvious tension. Neither of us wanted to address the elephant in the room. The first time we had sex was spontaneous and more out of curiosity. This time was different. I just want to have a good time tonight and no really think about it.
I'm getting ready, and texting Kayla asking what I should wear. She isn't going because she's been hanging out with a new guy. I'm happy for her don't get me wrong, I just don't have any other girl friends and now I have to go to the party alone. I've actually told her about Ethan. I was worried at first because she showed interest in him, but when I told her she rolled her eyes and said "it's about damn time". She said she just wanted to fuck him, and I can't blame her for that honestly.
I decide to wear a pretty slutty skin tight baby blue dress. It had very thin straps so I couldn't really wear a bra, but I have small boobs so whatever, free the fucking nipple. I put on a dainty silver chocker, and some strappy nude heels. I'm feeling myself, I'm not going to lie. I finish putting loose wavy curls in my hair when I get a text from Ethan.
Ethan: "can I pick you up for the party?"
A part of me wants to say no since we haven't discussed anything but I also don't want to drive because I am in serious need to get drunk.
Morgan: "sure, I'm actually ready so head over whenever!"
Ethan: "be there in 10"
I hear Ethan honk his horn, so I grab my small bag and run out the door. He's leaning against the passenger side with his arms crossed, and boy does he look fine as hell. He's wearing distressed black jeans, high top vans, and a plain black tee. How does he know that I love him in black? I snap out of it and walk to him, hoping he didn't notice that I was eye fucking him. "Damn Nelson you look hot" he says, opening the door for me. "You don't look too bad yourself, Dolan" I say and tug on his shirt a little, then get inside the car. "I love you in black" I mumble because it was supposed to just be a thought. He reaches over, giving my thigh a squeeze "I know you do" he says with a smirk.
We walk into the party, and there are so many people here. I'm not the biggest fan of crowds, so I instantly need a drink. I'm getting a few whistles from some horny fuckboys and I hear some one say "can you share Dolan?" I tense up and clinch my fist a little, and I feel Ethan's hand rest on the small of my back "ignore them" he reassures me. He holds out his hand and I take it, lacing my fingers into his. I let out a deep breath and he guides me through the crowd of people to the drink table.
Ethan pours me a drink, and I chug it. He lets out a small laugh and hands me his, pouring himself another. I look over and see Grayson hovering over a girl with his hand around her waist. I'm not going to lie I was a little jealous, but I was also a little relieved. He notices me starring and makes his way over to me and Ethan.
"Hey guys" he says a little awkwardly. "Hey Gray" Ethan and I both say in unison. I was not prepared for this, so I chug the other drink Ethan gave me. I can feel Grayson's eyes looking me up and down and then he brushes my hair to one side of my neck, making me shiver a little. His hand traveling down to my hips "Damn you look sexy" he whispers loud enough for Ethan to hear. I don't respond I just lift my eyes to Ethan who is now clenching his jaw. He chugs his drink, crushing the solo cup and storms off. "What's his problem?" Grayson asks slightly annoyed. I just shrug my shoulders and outline the rim of my cup with my finger.
