I know I might have changed yeah I'm probably not the same, you watch happiness and misery did it all stays the same you try doing bad things to make it better nothing really works you cry yourself to sleep and then you find it only hurts then one day realize you can't fix everything you can't make it better you can't make things right you try so damn hard thinking every single night as a little girl I hoped and I dreamed just to find out what life really means it's pain and suffering it's no fun at all until you find what makes you happy and that you can call, you can call it love cause love is happiness and happiness is living and if you're not living then what are you, are you just there just existing, just a standard thing. I've watched my parents go from in love Too heartbroken in just seven years, my sister go from happy, too crazy, to crying herself to sleep every single night I hope to God I would never do the same. life is really fucked up and if you don't find love you're not living I'm not saying go have sex and be a little sult just to fill the emptiness I'm saying look around you there's love everywhere, you just need to find it, find your happiness. find your joy, find your living your life. Don't be scared, be yourself find your own Joy your own happiness, live your own life. decide to be happy you have a chance for everything to be perfect the question is will you take the chance? Or let it slip away, slip right through your fingers and be gone forever. making mistakes, it's just part of life it'll happen to everyone. I promise everyone makes mistakes. It's not just you, no one's perfect. I like to think well God gave us two eyes, two ears, two legs, two feet, two hands, and two arms, but for some reason he only gave us one heart. I'd like to believe the reason is to find the other one, the other half of your heart. make your own happy life it'll all be okay just believe that you can be happy.
