The morning rays are showers of hell
For a person like this who likes to cuddle into his bed.
Thinking about his beloved
The sweet sorrows of life
The angsty evenings and
The breezy nights.
All these thoughts brew inside him like morning coffee.
Which is probably why he never has any?
The time when he actually wakes up is when his Sunshine decides to shine...
Wrapped up in the blanket...
Exchanging words-sweet and saline.
Thats when he finally decides to perch upon his magnificent throne!
Settling his hairline
And adjusting his tone.
The throne-nothing but a pile of pillows and blankets is surrounded by his ministers namely-
the laptop, the phone ,earphones and untouched brand new books.
He sits there in utter contemplation-
Wondering how and why is he always soo messed up?
Is he really so ugly?
Self realisation hits him and he decides
-"I shall not eat fast food.
I shall be happy and positive.
I shall not be rude to others and
I shall not stay in a fixed routine."
These thoughts merge into another stream that goes like
-" I am gonna love her even more today...
Gonna be there for her all the damn time...
Even is she is angry I shall talk to her...
And I'll tell myself
I Am Hers and She Is Mine."
Looking at his body , he decides
-
"Gonna Better Myself
For Good...
For Mumma will be proud
And Sunshine will be happy.
Everyone will be fond of me
And Everything will be fine.
But is all the diet
Really worth it?
Ughh
Maybe some other time."
With that self consolation he leaves his throne
To reign over his space...
Which is ummm...
Mostly his room?
Aaa
True he doesn't like to hang out
Or chill at parties
Or booze around with friends
Or maybe jst talk over on the phone.?
But No!
He'd rather perch on his piano
And play some plagiarised tune
And maybe try to invent a new one
But end up saying
-"I am
A Bloody
Fool!"
Strongly controlled by his little heart
He ogles over his love
Pinging her continuosely
He doubts if he got her mad.
"Did I do something wrong?
Why isn't she not talking?
Is she in some kind of trouble?
Or Is she not feeling well!
I wish we were there with each other..
God! Is there something wrong?!!
Oh Please! Just Stop This Now"
His utterly anxious heart jumps and slides and dives and bumps;
Lies down on his thrown in utter misery
Until he sees a flash!
A ping ,a notification, a call from his beloved!
Runs fast!
Texts
-"Right Here For You My Love"
And the next words just smoothe him away.
Ahh! Soo much he is in love with her...
She is his Sunshine
And his Abode at Night.
With those thoughts melting up in his mind
He just whispers to the other end of the phone
Smiling
Sighing
And Vanishing
Into Their Own Little World
Sublime.
