The Marine's Angel~

Chapter 14:

Warning:
Smut included in this chapter.
Enjoy!
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Lil Star: Do you trust me?

Damon17: Don't get mad..I love you though.

The tears that were threatening to spill for a while, now fell freely and they wouldn't stop. He doesn't trust me.

Fuck if that didn't hurt.

It hurt deep. Like he took a knife himself and stabbed me with it.

Lil Star: You don't trust me at all?

Damon17: It's not you.. I have trust issues.

I wiped my eyes and sighed. As if that made it better. I laughed at the irony. Just a while ago, I was telling myself how I would never trust a man again, and here I was already trusting a man that I fell in love with online.

Who didn't trust me back.

I sniffed and answered him.

Lil Star: Okay.

I had nothing else to say.

Damon17: I'm sorry.

Lil Star: It's cool. I haven't done anything to betray your nonexistent trust, have I?

Damon17: I don't know. I guess not.It will take a while, you don't have to stick around if you don't want to.

Lil Star: Do you want me to stick around?

Damon17: Yes..

Lil Star: Then I'm staying. I'm going to make you trust me, if it's the last thing I do! It really hurts, you know? That you don't trust me.

Damon17: I'm sorry, baby..

He keeps apologizing, but it wasn't going to make him trust me.

I know it's probably not even a big deal, but that hurt me.

Lil Star: Shut up, what are you doing?

Damon17: On break, drinking coffee.

Lil Star: How does it feel to be boss? :p

Damon17: Pretty good actually, I just have to boss them around. >:)

I could tell he liked being boss. He was a natural born leader. It made me wonder how he'd do in the military.

Lil Star: I can tell you enjoy that :b You know you don't have to leave this for me.

Damon17: I'm going to be gone in a few months. I don't mind. Now shut up about it.

Lil Star: Alrighty then. I can't sleep. Can I stay awake with you?

I didn't want to discuss the topic of him going away. It stung. I kind of knew he may leave me. Unless I can change his mind.

Could I?

I sighed and checked my messages.

Damon17: I have to go back to work though, babe. You need to go to sleep. I mean it. :*

Lil Star: Aww, fine. I'll talk to you soon. I love you baby. :*

Damon17: Goodnight, mami. I love you too. :*

I stayed online for a few more minutes then logged off to sleep.

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"Stop! Get away! "