I've always told people I knew little about love.
That wasn't true.
I know a lot about love.
I've seen it, I've heard it, I've read it.
But I've never experienced true romance itself.
Love was the only thing that made this cruel world bearable for many people.
All theses wars, pain, lies, and hate!
It made many people want to turn away and never feel again.
But for Love it made me want to find a light in all this darkness.
When I see the way people love it gave me hope.....
You can search to the furthest reaches in this world and never find anything more beautiful than this!
So yes, I know what Love is!
I know that love is unconditional.
But I also know that is it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, and unbearable.
And strangely easy to mistake for loathing. . .
What I'm trying to say is I think I have fallen in love.
Is this Love?
I mean he chose me to be his?
I never imagined I'd know Love for myself.
I mean, Is this Love?
My heart. . . . .
It feels like my chest can barely contain it!
Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me anymore.
It belongs to you.
And if you wanted it, my heart, I'd wish for nothing in exchange!
No gifts!
No money!
No goods!
No Demonstrations of Devotion!
Nothing but knowing you love me too.
Just your heart in exchange for mine.
I'm in love with him!
Here's the best part!
I love him more than my own life!
So, here's the worst part.
I don't know if he loves me back.
But little do I know, he loves me so much more than he loves his own life.
But my biggest but best mistake was saying yes to him.
But little do I know is that this Love was going to cost me a lot more pain than happiness . . . . .
