First of all I'm a horrible person I hold in all my emotions and then explode and hurt people and I try to cheer one person up but I'll upset another person I'm not good looking I'm spotty and obese and too tall I try to avoid hugs so that people don't feel me fat and I hate changing for PE because everyone just stares at my body hair and jokes about it I'm constantly complaining about how I'm not in a relationship but honestly who would want to date me I'm a horrible aggressive person who can't do anything right and always upsets people and I keep losing my friends to the point where I only have one friend in class and I'm constantly upset about losing Jess because she meant so much to me and it's just killing me and I don't want people to lie to me about their problems because the only I can feel good is if I help someone and I get annoyed when everyone just says I'm making people depressed I don't control their feelings just understand that I'm struggling and leave it at that and I constantly apologise because I'm scared I've offended or hurt people
