choir boys [ septiplier]

Cyanide

"voices a loved one loved ones telling the patient their name can help awaken the unconscious brain and speed recovery from the coma."

< mark's POV >

we saw the door open and the doctor came out, he looked solemnly at us which made me burst out with tears. This is it isn't it ? This doctor was going to tell me that he didn't make ..... that he was dead. "We stabilized him and we think he will be ok for now but I believe if he doesn't wake up in the next 3 weeks or so, we may need to give up on him, I am sorry," he said and left the room.  I looked up at everyone to see that they were all sighing with relief that he is ok now but also realizing that jack may not survive, " matpat, can you take all the guys home ? I have to do something alone, plus I think it is time to call it a night." I said, I refused to look at anyone to hide that I was crying so all I did was stare at the door where jack was.

"no ! You can expect us to just go !" Matpat shouted and I turned around to face him and revealed my crying face, "Matthew .... please ?" I squealed. Matpat stood back realizing how upset I was. He looked at the floor then back to me. "I will visit him tomorrow," he said, still looking at the floor, Amy put her hand on Matpat's shoulder, "are you o-" " I am fine !" He said, interrupting Amy. Matpat stormed out and everyone followed. I looked back at jacks room and decided to enter it.

When I entered i saw jack with his hair messy and his face was a paler that ever. I noticed that his breathing was heavy which made me click with a thought, how much danger he is in. I dropped down on my knees next to him like I was a puppet who got his strings cut off, I leaned my head against the bed and cried, "why is this happening to you jack, why is this world want you to lose your life so much ?! Why is it trying to make you suffer so much !!?" I cried out, " I never want to give you up but please help yourself and wake up !" I couldn't stop crying and I felt my tears fall on my hands. "Jack ? Please.... I know you are listening..." I fell on the floor without anything supporting me with my head on the floor and my knees in the same place, I was crying loudly. "I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE !" I shouted and errors more, I felt like all  was lost, there was nothing for me anymore and everything was grey.

<jacks POV>
( one hour later)

Why can't I get up, I can't move abs so lost in my body and and yet so in control. All of a sudden I can hear a door open. It was mark. I liked that he knew I was listening, I would try my hardest to get his attention and it would only come out as a single skip of a beat or it getting faster. I heard him talk to me but I couldn't hear what he was saying. I tried again to get his attention but this time it only skipped a beat, " good job Sean.." I said to myself. I felt him touch my head and I made me feel happy and I heard him laughing and talking but I could t make out the words.

I missed mark, his laugh, his smile, I wish I could see him again, but I can't and everything is cold. I heard the door open and laughing again, I was curious about what was happening, I heard Felix and I felt him hold my hand. I wanted to know what was going on but I couldn't. Everything has been black for so long is feels like I will never to wake up. After 5-10 minutes I kept on hearing talking and a lot of laughing and that made me feel really happy. Then I heard mark whisper something to me but I couldn't hear even though I could tell he was really close to me, I concentrated and I tried all my might to listen " come on Sean wake up you know you want it more than anything. COME ONNN !" I said to myself and then something clicked, everything was white, I couldn't feel my body, where was I ? Everything was calm and quiet and I didn't like it, it was way to peaceful but I knew it was deadly which could only mean one thing

I was dead

I couldn't be ! I had to wake up i can not die yet, I was so close to waking up Everything went back  again, I could hear people sighing in relief and footsteps. i am alive. i cheated death. inside i was celebrating until i heard someone enter my room. i heard crying. i heard it clear and loud, unlike the other times when it was muffled, i could tell who it was, mark ! i could hear everything he was saying, it was so loud and clear than all the other time he talked  and then i heard a word that made me jump, "SEAN !" he shouted and something inside me lit up, he repeated my name, my real name, this might help this could help