Carrying His Child

Chapter 4

Anastasia POV:

Bright sunlight hits my face as I slowly open my eyes, but that didn't wake me. I get up and make my way to the ensuite, covering my mouth the entire way.

"Oh God." I sigh as I remove all the contents.

I flush the toilet and brush my teeth. As I stare at my reflection, I notice the dark lines under my eyes, I look like a wreck right now.

I make my way to the bedroom and a thought hits me. When was my last period due? It has been more than a month right now. A sudden realization hits me. Oh. Fuck. I am having a fucking scary gut feeling that I am pregnant.

I need a pregnancy test kit. Now. I put on a pair of jeans and a coat on top of my pajama top. Grabbing my wallet and keys, I rush out the doorway.

I am walking to the nearest convinent store but the scary thoughts never stop haunting me. What will happend when I am actually pregnant? What will Christian do? Shit! He never wanted a child, let alone carry a girlfriend around. I cannot risk him finding out about the child, if he did then I am screwed real badly.

I get the test kit I needed and rush home, eager to find out my fate. I pee and wait for five minutes for the stick to work.

I go back inside the washroom and see that the stick says positive. FUCKING SHIT!
yep, this definitely woke me up not only from my nightmare but from my life. My dreams, my future, my goals, everything is screwed up because Christian Grey stuck his banana sized dick inside of me.

I lean against the wall and weep away my fears as to what will happen in the future. What if Christian doesn't accept the baby? Where did that idea came from Steele, Christian won't even look at the result. Tears are continesly streaming down my eyes as I sob. I locked my bedroom and washroom doors because I don't want my mom and dad to find out.

I run my hands down my tummy and say,

"So it has been you who made Mommy throw up?"

I smile,and for a moment, I forget about Christian and just savour this moment of connecting with my child. I am regretting what I said earlier, of course it is not this little baby's fault. I smile again as I am thinking that I have a pea sized living creature living in my tummy. I am going to be a mommy! Sure, it could have have been sometime in the future but what's wrong with now. And as for Christian, he can go fuck himself.

I get up and wash my face, but I am still worrying about telling my family about this pregnancy. What will mom say, she will freak out about this and her condition will worsen. Perhaps I should wait and break the news when she starts to feel better.

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"Ana, these waffles are delecious!" Mom exclaims.

"Thanks mom," I say but my smile doesn't touch my eyes and even mom notices it. Mom frowns and looks at Bob who is reading his newspaper.

"Are you okay honey?" Mom asks.

"Yes mom, I am fine," I say and give her a reassuring smile.

Mom sighs and puts her fork down.

"Ana, a mother knows when her child is not feeling well. Are you okay sweetheart? Please talk to your mom darling," mom says and caresses my face. I hold her hand and squeeze it, a mother's touch is more effective than any other medicine.

"Mom, can we talk somewhere else?" I glance at Bob who smiles at us and leaves the dining room knowing that we need privacy.

"Tell me honey, what is it that's bothering you?" Mom asks looking concerned.

Here goes nothing,

"I am pregnant, " I say as quickly as I can.

Mom's expression changes all the sudden. Many emotions go through her face as her eyes widens. This was definately the expression I was hoping she will have.

"Mom, please say something," I say,

"How far along?" She asks but the worry lines are still intact.

"Probably two weeks or so, I don't know the exact time." I shrug.

Mom says quiet for some time and stares at me.

"Does the father of the child know?" Mom asks,

"No, he doesn't know," I say.

"Tell me Ana, is Christian the father?"

"Yes, he is the father."

Hi guys,

Like I said, I updated another chapter in one week. I may not be able to update tomorrow, but maybe on Sunday.  What do you think? Ana found out that she is pregnant. Please vote and comment.

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