King (XXXTENTACION x SKI MASK THE SLUMP GOD

Skate park

"X get yo skinny ass over here" I hear Ski mask yell.
My heart skipped a beat, and I started walking over to him.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I've always been nervous around Ski.
"Hey....." I said nervously looking at the ground.
"What's wrong with you nigga?" Ski said
looking at me.
"Nothing nigga, I'm good." I said trying to sound like my usual self.
I knew ski mask could tell I was lying, but he just gave me a weird look and continued talking to his other friends.
I walked away, and sat on a different ramp.
~~~~~~~~~~~10 min later~~~~~~~~~~~~
Leave me alone
I wanna go home
It's all in my head
I won't be upset
If
Leave me alone
I wanna go home
It's all in my head
I won't be upset if
Heartbroken
Misspoken
Breaking everything I touch
I'm not in love
I won't let you control
What I want
Hate me
Won't break me
I'm killing everyone I love
Hate me
Won't break me
I'm killing everyone I love
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"X!!!!!" Ski mask yelled.
"Y-yeah?"
"You zoned out nigga." Ski said sitting next to me.
"Yeah I was just thinking of a song I wrote."
God I hope he doesn't ask me to sing it for him.
"Can I ask you a question?" He said looking over at me.
"Yeah?"
"Why do you get so weird around me?" He said.
My heart dropped.
"I-I don't know, I just get nervous....." I said looking down.
"Why? Are you scared of me?" Ski said looking down, kinda sad looking.
"No, I'm not scared of you. I just, like you." I said.
HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAY.
"What do you mean nigga?"
"I honestly don't know." I said.
I stood up and starting walking towards the exit.
"X!!!!!" Ski mask yelled, trying to catch up to me.
"Leave me alone, I wanna go home." I whispered to myself.
Ski mask eventually stopped chasing me.
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I finally made it home.
I can't believe I just told Ski, I liked him.
I didn't even know I was gay.
But I ain't.
I wasn't raised that way.
Like, that's gay nigga.
They told me, it wasn't right.
I had to fuck girls.
I couldn't do what I want.
But now I'm free.
But what if ski mask hates me?
What if he hurts me?
What if he's gay?
What will happen to our friendship?
I don't even know nigga.