Through pain comes love

Goodbye part 1

Hi guys so today's my birthday, and to be honest it hasn't been the best day I've felt like crying all day, so I'm not sure how well this is going to be, but I hope you enjoy it.

"Before i go I need to make a call" I said walking out of the room, i rang his number and waited for him to pick up "what do you want klaus?" Damon asked finally answering the phone "I'm going to be doing something really stupid, and to be honest with you I'm not sure I'm going to make it out alive" I said speaking calmly "what are you trying to tell me?" Damon asked "well for once I'm not sure how this is going to turn out for me, so I'm trying to tell you I love you" I said "you dickhead, you don't tell someone you love them over the phone." He nearly shouted.

"I'm telling you I might die, and your yelling at for saying I love you, wow I thought you would've been happier" I said with a mixture or annoyance and playfulness "I would've been happier if you did this in person" "sorry but I bit caught up with something if you haven't realised" I replied sarcastically, Damon sighed before speaking again "turn around idiot" he said before hanging up.

I turned around and there he stood, "how did you know" I asked confused, "Elijah called me when Finn died, sorry it took me so long to get here, but I had a few things to sort out" he explained with a soft smile, I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around him, I felt his arms around me and I let out a content sigh.

"I'm not going to ask you not to do this because if I was in your situation I would do the same thing, but" Damon stopped trying to think of what to say "I promise I'll make it out of this alive" I said instead, Damon rested his head on my shoulder "you better or I'll come out to hell and kick your arse" Damon said playfully.

"Damon" I started "I don't want you to wait for me" I said seriously "what?" He asked almost outraged "weather i die or not, there no way in hell Marcellus will let me out of there. I don't know how I'll be gone and I don't want you waiting for me" I finished, he lifted his head from my shoulder and took a step back glaring at me.

"I don't need you to tell me that, I wouldn't of waited for you anyway" Damon said turning his back to me, "what do you want me to do? Do you want me to ask you to wait for me?" I asked, I watched as his body stiffened the relaxed again "of cour-" before he could finish I cut him of "cause I will, I will ask you to wait for me, I love you more than anything in the world and that's why i can't ask you to wait for me." I continued "i could be gone a few months or a few years, I could be gone forever, and you wouldn't know." I finished.

He looked over his shoulder at me "it's not for you to decide if I should wait or not." He said sternly.

"Seriously boys stop fighting" a female voice said "klaus I'm sorry but it's time" Hayley said walking into the room, "ok" I said beginning to walk out of the room "I'll wait for you, no matter how long it is, so you better make it out of this alive" Damon said not even looking at me, "of course luv" I smirked and walked up to him and kissed him before leaving.

"Good bye Hayley, stay safe" I said bringing her into a hug, she wrapped her arms around me, "you need to make it out of this alive, not just for Damon but for your family and Hope too." She said pulling away "it hurts that you doubt me so much" I teases, she looked up at me with a small smile, "Hayley I need you to do something for me" I said seriously "what is it?" She asked "In a few weeks or months, i want you to tell Damon I died" I said when we got out of Damons vampire earshot.

"Why?" She asked shocked, I sighed "I don't love him" I said lying terribly, she gave me a dirty look "just do it" I said before walking out of the house and meeting Rebekah, trusting that Hayley would tell them I died.

Sorry guys but that's where I'm going to finish it for today, I'm going to do another chapter to go with this, hope you enjoyed comment and tell me what you think.