Undercover sket (Keisha's tale)

Part36 - Life.

Me and Tremaine have become soo distant lately, I know he's looking after his niece and nephew but what about me and kiana? we haven't beat in weeks months even. his sister was worse, she wasn't ready to leave our house all she did was sit on her bum and expect me or Tremaine to pick her kids up from school. She made no effort in looking for a job or anything..

Me: Tremaine is she not getting a job?

Tremaine: she's trying Keisha

Me: not hard enough..

Tremaine: how would you know?

Me: I haven't seen her leave the house, she isn't trying hard enough. Come on tremiane, I want the house back how it was

Tremaine: don't make me choose Keisha

Me: your gunna have to. This is my house and I want it back how I left it

Tremaine.

She left the house with kiana and slammed the door behind her. I watched as she got into the car, I sat on the chair with kemari&tia. They wanted there mum but she needed help, I messaged her but she didn't reply. How could my sister end up like this she was the brainy one, she was the one that never got in trouble I mean where did it all go wrong?

Alisa.

I found my way back to the flat, I walked into the kids room and sat there for hours on the floor. Tears poured down my face, I wanted to be able to provide for my kids but I couldn't. I was such a bad mother, maybe that's why Marcus wanted them he knew I couldn't look after them. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought about all the shit I've done, I had bruises all down my arm and cuts on my face from where Marcus hit me.

Marcus: where's the kids?

Me: not here

Marcus: alisa I ain't even joking I want to see my kids now

Me: there not here

Marcus: where are they then, you haven't got any friends or family. where've you taken my kids?

Me: there with my brother.

I hung up the phone then walked in the bathroom and had a bath, it was now time for a change,Tomorrow I decided to go out and look for a job, I was staying off drugs and fixing myself up defiantly for my kids sake.

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Next day.

I woke up feeling weak,I needed something to keep me going for the day but I made a promise to myself no more drugs, I lost everyone cause of it I wasn't about to loose Tremaine again. I slicked my hair back then put my best clothes on, I spent half of the morning handing out my cv's. At about half 3 I got a call from a new shop opening next week, the boss said he was looking for a manager and I seemed like the right person since my grades were all a's.

I smiled the whole way back home, I was finally sorting myself out. All I had to do now was move from here and sort out the kids clothes and food in the house. I've done some bad things in my time I don't wanna have to go back there no matter what happens

Tremaine: where you?

Me: at the flat, can they stay tonight?

Tremaine: yeah, where you staying

Me: at the flat

Tremaine: but it's cold in there

Me: it doesn't matter