Through The Toughest Times

Yeah

Never again. Never again. Never again will I have to be talked out of suicide. I cant keep this promise, one day again i'll feel like shit and want to take my life from Frank. Franks arms are wrapped around Gerard, his legs are tucked to his chest and his head leaning on his shoulder. Gerard has his knees to his chest as well and his head buried in his arms, which are resting on his legs. Gerard and frank sat like this for awhile, it didn't feel long enough. Gerard Kept think about not being able to keep his promise to Frank. Gerard couldn't breathe and the tears that have been spilling without his consent were not helping. Gerard tapped Franks arm signaling he wanted to stand. Frank let go and looked at Gerard as he stood up, Gerard held out his hands and Frank took them. They gave each other a look that meant never talking about this with anyone else. Gerard still felt so hurt and sick, and his eyes were still just as broken as before. Frank looked Gerard in the eyes and saw it all. Frank pulled Gerard into the types of hugs that feel like its three am and you don't know whats happening, like a smile from an idol, like a kiss on the cheek from your mom, a passionate hug, one that showed Frank truly deeply cared. Gerard wished he could hug the same hug. He wanted to give those things to Frank, He knew Frank is just as broken. Gerard's self doubt went away as soon as Frank smiled and giggled. "what now." Gerard rolled his eyes and smiled as they pulled away from the hug.

" I have a stupid idea," He looked down at the ground and smiled, " lets go to six flags."

" Are you kidding." Gerard wiped his tear stained cheeks and then laughed.

" Nope, go get some clothes for us and ill pack some food" Gerard and Frank sprinted and most likely didn't pack something they needed. Gerard threw a ton of clothes in a duffel and shoved it in Franks small beaten up car. and hopped in the passengers seat If its his idea hes driving most of the way . Gerard began to doze out the window and plugged in headphones he grabbed on his way out so he didn't notice Frank with a plastic bag with ice in it and food inside a smaller bag inside the ice bag. he threw it behind him to the back seat. Frank saw that Gerard wasn't paying attention and he still looked a little depressed. "Are you ready!" Frank grabbed Gerard's thigh. Gerard squealed and jumped slightly as he took out one of his headphones. " Dick! " Gerard put his hand on his heart as he calmed down. "you didn't answer my question." Frank smiled, no one could resist his smile.

" Oh i'm sorry i'll try better next time on hearing you be a dick on a stick." Gerard rolled his eyes at Franks trying to sound dominant or something. Frank just laughed and put the keys in the ignition. on their way to Six Flags Blvd, Jackson, NJ 08527.

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Frank was sitting in the car, waiting forever. Frank decided to go check and see what was taking so goddamn long. He got out of the car and locked the door behind him. and waltz into the store. he saw a small crowd and a hidden Gerard Way." Back the fuhk up!" Frank really knew how to sound scary and everyone moved. Gerard was in the same position as the one from morning. " Carry on." He glared at everyone still standing there. " Gee..." Frank touched his shoulder, Gerard cried hard enough for Frank to hear. " We don't have to stay here. do you want to go to the car?" Gerard swiftly pulled the shorter man into a hug and buried himself in Frank's neck while his hands were around his waist. Frank fought tears, they stood up Gerard dropped the idem's and ran out to the car. Frank grabbed the stuff with Gerard favorite chips, he paid quickly and walked to the car. Gerard was waiting for him. Frank opened the door, " I'm sorry I cou-" Gerard was interrupted.

" I'm not mad, I just want you to be happy Gee. You don't need a stupid ass Fillie trash beer to make your life complete." Gerard shrunk his height and his shoulders caved in.

" I'm such a burden i'm sorry you have to deal with me frankie." Frank sighed and put his fingers on his forehead.

" Dork."Frank smirked, " You are no burden Gee, you are so much better."

" im not-" MR frank likes to interrupt pants interrupted again.

" Don't argue." Gerard scoffed at Frank's demand , almost forgetting he just had a mini panic attack. Frank giggled and put the keys in the ignition. " you alright? are you gonna be okay?" Frank said as sweetly as humanly possible.

"ill get better." Gerard rolled down his window and enjoyed the air for the rest of the ride there.

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wow. my fic has come so far. THANK YOU!!!!!!! this chapter and the next are here to help y'all calm down. but please still read them because they are still very important to the end. IT'S COMING SOON NOOOOOO. there will be a second book I promise. and damn number 5 tho. alright please vote and thanks for reading this it means so much to me.

xo Kitten

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