Chapter 62 - family is forever

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Ellie's POV

I laid in bed unable to sleep, thinking about everything.

I was meant to go back to school next week but I didn't want too, I wanted to do online school so I could stay with my brothers and the boys and then just see Nate, cali and ash when I wanted, I felt like I wasn't ready for school just yet.

When the morning eventually came after what seemed like hours of laying awake I got up in search of Beau too talk to him to get it off my mind.

I went into his room, he was still asleep.

I got into his bed and played on my phone, waiting for him to wake up, eventually he did and he gave me a confused look.

"Why you here?" He asked softly.

"I wanna talk to you about something" I said.

"Shoot"

"I'm not ready to go back to school, can I do online for a while?" I asked hoping for a yes.

He sighed and rubbed his head.

"I'm not sure, I'll think about it" he sighed.

"Why, what's there to think about?" I said getting annoyed.

"It's a big thing, I'm not just gonna say yeah" he stated.

I started to get angry, if beau just expected me to go back to school and for everything to just be okay he was crazy. I felt like these past 2 months, my brothers, especially Beau have just moved on, like nothing happened. I can't do that, and to be honest I don't see how they can.

"I can't just go back to normal like that Beau" I snapped at him.

"Don't start on me again" he almost said in a warning tone.

"Why are you guys acting like nothing has happened?" I said really harshly, I was so angry I couldn't help it, I have a short temper like Luke.

"We are getting on with our lives" Beau said with a hint of sadness in his voice.

"WHAT AND PRETENDING LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN HAD A MUM" I yelled.

Beaus POV

Here we go again, she's so angry I don't know how to deal with her. I mean I get why, me and the boys are coping by trying to get along with our lives, we have to because we have so much with the janoskians and everything. I think that's what Mum would have wanted anyway, were really trying to move on, as hard as it is.

"Oi calm down, I don't need or want this right now" I said softly, trying to bring her into a hug.

She just pushed me off of her with a huge force, I gave her a look of shock.

"YOU DONT WANT IT, WELL THANKS, NICE TO KNOW IM WANTED" she yelled, wow so dramatic.

"No, you know what I mean" I sighed, I really didn't know what to do anymore, she's my little sister, my best friend, I shouldn't have to be like her parent as well, not that I'm trying to be.

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