I told myself I wouldn't do it agian . I lied
I said Im fine. I lied
I said I'm happy. I lied.
I said I have friends I lied.
They said they had me, they lied.
I said that I'm perfectly fine/ok/happy&that I have friends BOTTOM LINE I LIED! Why can't anybody see the real me, I'm not ok nor fine &I'm sure as hell Im not happy. I have ONLY a COUPLE of friends!
I'm done. I am so done with this. All of this. I'm done with this with everything...even with life! I'm sick of living I want to die, that is pretty much the only thing going through my mind. I guess you could say I'm pretty good at acting cause I've been acting like a happy &perfectly fine tween for a while...actually ever since I started cutting witch was a while ago. Sadly :(.
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I know this wasn't much of a story but I just I needed to
