So eventually I exploited my "sickness" so I could get your full attention. I needed it back then.
You being with me, worrying, filled my heart with a tiny bit of happiness, that i had lost.
So you brought me to a psychologist
and it was probably the best thing to do. The only Problem was that i was really childish and hurt, because I didn't wanted you thinking of me as the sick little girl, who couldn't take care of herself.
I refused to see that stupid doctor.
You were really exhausted to that time, because you visited me every day and looked after me.
You even had cancelled the date with your girlfriend, because I told you earlier that I felt really bad and sick.
So after a few days, it happened.
Your girlfriend turned literally in your ex-girlfriend. But you told me, that you didn't care. That I was more important, and she had to understand it.
I know you lied, so I wouldn't worry.
Also I know, you were crying in the inside.
Your heart got broken and I caused it.
