The Things I Couldn't Say...[Editing]

Ambition

Hana's P. O. V.
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Today, Hyerin was very happy and officially engaged. "Look at this ring! Isn't it gorgeous?" She said.

She was smiling bigger than I ever saw her smile. It must be amazing to be in love like that. In my case, Jungkook and I haven't been dating for that long. I was happy with him but, I wasn't sure if we were in love like Hyerin and Jimin were. Maybe we'll get there one day.

"So, how're things going with Jungkook?" Hyerin suddenly asked.

"Everything's great. We're actually going on a date later," I answered with a smile on my face.

Jungkook said something about taking me to the beach and I had the perfect swimsuit. I couldn't wait.

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Jungkook and I met up at a cafe close to the hotel. When I saw him, I remembered that it was his birthday today. "Oh, I should buy you something," I said, "It's your birthday."

"You don't have to do that," Jungkook said, " I don't need anything."

I frowned. He didn't want a present, but I felt like I needed to do something for his birthday. I just had to figure out what. "I want to do something for you. Don't you want anything from me?" I asked.

Jungkook leaned into his chair to think of something. "How about you sing a song for me?" Jungkook said, "I really like your voice."

I blushed. "No way, I'm not singing again."

Jungkook pouted. "My girlfriend can't even sing me a song for my birthday, how sad," Jungkook said loudly. He said it loud enough for everyone in the cafe to hear. I got embarrassed at the word girlfriend.

The waiter came up to us with a friendly smile. "I couldn't help but hear that you wanted her to sing," She said, "We haven't had anyone perform here in months."

She pointed towards the small stage they had. It was by itself and no one was sitting close to it. Jungkook smiled at me. "It's final, Hana, you have to sing for me," Jungkook urged.

Everyone I'm the café smiled at me. I really didn't want to sing, but with all these people urging me to do it, I had no choice. I stood up from my seat. "I'm only doing this for your birthday," I said as the waiter lead me up to the stage.

Everyone started to clap and cheer me on. I chose to sing a soft ballad. As I stood on the little stage, I closed my eyes until the music started. This was a song I wrote when I was bored one day. The song began and everyone had their attention on me. I looked at Jungkook as I sung.

"Feels like I'm dreaming
A dream that doesn't fit me
Now stop, now stop
I don't wanna be hurt anymore

No matter what others say
I'm pitiful but precious
Now stop, now stop
I wanna be happy now

I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna be weak
For you, the one person who will love me
The way I am

As always
Even if I'm left alone again
This time
I really want to be your dream too

I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna be weak

For you, the one person who will love me

The way I am

I don't wanna cry

I don't wanna break down

Someday, when I meet you

I wanna shed tears of joy"

He smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back. Even though I sang a song that was a little sad, I was happy that I was singing it. This was way different from playing the violin. I felt like I could never get bored of signing like I do when I play the violin.

When the song was over, everyone applauded me. I got off the stage and Jungkook was there to hug me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I smiled. "You have the most beautiful voice ever," Jungkook complimented.

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Later, Jungkook and I were out at the beach. We were laying on a blanket in the sand and looking up at the stars. We enjoyed each other's company in comfortable silence. I turned my head over to look at Jungkook. He was still in his own world, looking up at the sky. His childish smile was the cutest thing I've ever seen. I couldn't identify the feelings that I had. I couldn't call it love since we didn't know each other long enough, but it was something more than just liking him.

"Aren't the stars beautiful?" Jungkook said looking at me.

"Yes, there's so many of them too," I said smiling at him.

Jungkook looked back up at the stars and so did I. Suddenly, a shooting star sped past. "A shooting star! Make a wish!" Jungkook said excitedly.

I closed my eyes and made a wish. There was only one thing that I wanted. "Hana, what did you wish for?" Jungkook asked sitting up.

I got up and smiled. "My wish was to stay like this forever," I answered, "I want to be happy like this with you for as long as possible."

Jungkook grinned. "You've gotta stop doing that."

I was confused. "Stop doing what?"

"Saying things that make me wanna kiss you," Jungkook whispered. I felt my face heat up in embarrassment. I wanted him to kiss me.

"T-then why don't you just kiss me," I said shyly.

Jungkook pulled me close to him and smiled before kissing me softly. When he kissed me again, it was more passionate. He took my breath away and I couldn't move. Jungkook linked his hands with mine and I could hear my heart pounding in my ears.

When we pulled away from the kiss, we both smiled. I could tell Jungkook was embarrassed because his ears were red. I found it cute. I was so happy, I couldn't think of anything else. There was also something in me that thought this moment was too happy. I've heard that when moments are too good, they will soon come to an end. Hopefully, that wasn't true.