Numb : deprive of feeling or responsiveness. My life is like a movie no not a spy movie or a romance no the type of movie where someone who's made to look perfect on the outside is really broken on the inside like a hundreds of shards glass but they can't be fixed by glue no they just hide there pain with fake smiles that seemed completely real people not knowing the difference between true and false but hey feel free to stay awhile maybe you'll find the truth.