Selenas POV:
I can’t believe you didn’t wake me up!!!!
I send Justin a furious text as I wake up around 330 realizing he’s already on his flight over to NY. We always wake each other up when one of us has to leave. But this time he just thought it was okay? I sat up in his bed, alone hugging his pillow smelling his scent. As silent tears began to fall from my eyes. It took him a matter of seconds to reply.
I did! We kissed more than once and you pouted and waved to me as I walked out the door baby. I wouldn’t just leave without saying good bye Selena.
I slammed my phone down on his bed not wanting to reply right now. I just sat there on his bed crying. Fucking PMS, there’s no reason for me to be crying like this, it’s only 5 days. But whenever I think that it’s only 5 days I remember what comes after those 5 days, 6 weeks of hell. 6 weeks of agonizing lonliness that we try to fix with Skype, but nothing compares to his touch.
My phone keeps vibrating next to me, but I’m still not in the mood to pick it up. I close my eyes and try to remember Justin leaving. I’m finally able to see a blurry imagine of Justin leaving in dark sweat pants and his gray beanie he always wears. Giving me lots of kisses with his suitcase in hand. It looks like a dream more than a memory in my mind, but I guess he really must’ve said bye, it’s not his fault I didn’t wake up all the way.
I finally pick up my phone after 15 minutes and see Justin’s texted me 3 times
Babe, do u really think I’d leave without saying bye?! :(
I’m going to miss u babe, I wouldn’t leave without kissing u
Guess you fell asleep, good it’s late. I love you Selena. Call me when you can I don’t care if it’s late/early here or not. Good night baby.
I let out a sigh as I read over the ‘I love you’ in his text wishing nothing more that I could lay back down in his bed and when I woke he’d be here. But he won’t, and there’s nothing I can do about it. So crying over it does nothing.
I love you too Justin. Good night.
It’s all I can think to say and I know he won’t reply so I put my phone on his nightstand and cry myself to sleep. As I squeeze the life out of Justin’s pillow for comfort.
Justins POV:
“Get some sleep kid, you’ve got a busy day ahead and it’s not going to be fun on no sleep.” Kenny says as he pats my shoulder and heads to the bathroom.
I close my laptop as a picture of me and Selena from Hawaii pops up as my screen saver. I lift the middle arm rest and lay down covering myself up with Selena’s blanket that I always travel with. I put in my headphones and fall asleep listening to music and fiddling with the bracelet Selena got me.
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It feels like I’ve only been sleeping for 10 minutes when Kenny’s shaking me awake telling me were about to land. I look at my phone and it’s 10am NY time, so I know it’s only 7am in California and Selena will be waking up in an hour so I bother not to wake her up before her alarm. I throw on my beanie and a hoodie and some sunglasses even though it’s not sunny out I’m sure the paps and fans will be waiting.
Kenny hands me a cup of coffee and I chug it trying to wake myself up. As I’m stepping off my plane everything’s calm in the airport but once we get to the main section of the airport I can hear girls screaming. I take a deep breath and know I can’t disappoint any fans so I chug more of my coffee hand it to Kenny and put a huge smile on my face.
