unconditionally loved//BTS V

1~

{lowercase intended}

"Minhee-ah, Minhee, Yah, Park Minhee, Wake up."

from this piece of dialogue, you would think it was my mum who was waking me up, but no

the annoying voice of my bestfriend woke me up again.

i opened one eye and saw her leaning over my face smiling widely, she was the complete opposite of me, she was bright, and beautiful, like a blooming flower. Whereas I was more like, emotionless, and gloomy. 

i sighed, today was a start of a new school year, another year of students tormenting me, teachers pitying me and myself with no one to talk to.

"do i really have to go?" i whined, she nodded slowly. she knew what was happening.

"come on, minhee, lets get ready." she said, hesitantly. i got out of my bed with tears pricking in my eyes, i don't want to go to school.

eomma, appa, unnie, can you see me? can you see me in pain? how is it, in heaven?

i dressed slowly with tears racing down my cheeks one by one, as my bestfriend,  'bestfriend' left me alone in our small apartment.

-at school.

i walked through the gates, and i felt all eyes on me.

i was waiting for him again.

oh MinHee, aren't you stupid? he did that only once, because he was pitying you.

He will never save you again.

I looked up when someone threw their empty soda can towards me, and i saw him behind the crowd with his earphones in, as always. as i stared at him with hopeful, pleading eyes, he looked up, acknowledging me, and how i was being treated, the students continuously threw stuff at me while my tears fell faster and faster, one student pulled my hair and i just stood there helplessly.

help me, Taehyung.

please.

all hopes were lost when he picked up his bag and left.

the bell rang and all students ran inside, i saw my bestfriend look at me a ran inside before mouthing a quick sorry.

bestfriends are meant to help eachother, right?

well, i wouldn't really know.

i've never had a real bestfriend, i've never experienced a sleepover, never experienced late night texting about boys, never went shopping with a bestfriend.

my only bestfriend was my sister, who died two years ago.

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hope you guys enjoy my crappy writing, its not good but i hope to improve. 

lots of love,

-JammyTaehyung x