Ni~yaXHitsugi-Shocking confession
My name is Ni~ya...I am in band Nightmare...And I am in love with our drummer Ruka...But he...he don't.I love him,I know I could make him happy,I can do anything he wants...But for him,I am only a bass player,nothing much.So,all of us go out for drink...I looked at Ruka and imagining that I am there in his arms,where Yomi is now.I don't hate Yomi,because I know he is totally straight.
-"Ni~ya-kun?Are you alright?"-Hitsugi,asked me and pulled me out of my thoughts...
-"Yeah,I am."
What can I say about Hitsugi?Well,he is very nice person and he is always calm,so when I am nervous,and when I talk to him,I am getting calm too.He is the person with who I can talk for hours...
-"Are you suuuuure Ni~ya-kun???"-asked Ruka in sarcastic voice...
-"Or you just pretend???"-Yomi added.
-"Aww,let him be...Poor Ni~ya-kun..."-said Sakito...
This make me mad...They all are so sarcastic to me..
-"WILL YOU MIND ALL YOUR BUSSINES AND LET ME MINE!?YOU ALL ARE ASSHOLES!"-and I went out...
I was so mad!I wanted to kill someone.I wanted to find someone to do a things with and all.I wanted to get drunk that much that I don't know about myself.
-"NI~YAAAAA!Chotto!"-voice behind me...Hitsugi...
-"Ni~ya,you have to stop this?"
-"To stop what?Being a bad boy,drinking,smoking and spend my life as a scum!?"
-"Just calm down..."
-"What do you know!?You don't know anything!" - I was yelling at him for the first time.Cold air hit me and it was only for a second thinking to get back,but then I remember their faces make me even madder.
-"Okay then!If you wanna be a rebel,be it!But then everyone will laugh at you,I don't care!"
My eyes widened on his tone and words...
-"Why would you even care???"-I asked him.
-"Because I love you,baka!"
Words like this hit me...I can't trow them just like that.I was staring like a idiot at him...
-"What?"
And then it happened,what I was afraid the most...He kissed me...That was a kiss that I was always dreamed of...But I never thought that Hitsugi would be the one who will give it.While,he did that,I asked myself do I really love Ruka?But the answer was clear-no.So,kiss was back...Thanks to Hitsugi,I realized that what I really feel...Now I am gonna make my Neko-chan happier than he ever was.Ruka is a past...Yes,he is a part of life,but it's past.
And that is how we started our love story...And I will make it last... I love my little Neko-chan...<3
